stretch muscles cramped and tight from flinching against a long, hard winter. They smile as I pass, turn to each other and wonder who gonna get it tonight and how, what unaccountable tragedy will strike which corner of the park, and why . . . They shake their old heads, jowls dangling, eyes squinting in the streetlights, and wonder.
I stand in the center of Von King Park and let the whole universe of it spiral around me. Little kids swarm the brightly lit playground in the southeast corner. Dog walkers stroll along in small clumps. In the field behind me, a baseball game wraps up. Iâll say this for the community: the recurring traumas have not deterred peopleâs impulse to commune. Who can resist the first night of spring? The thaw has come early, and knowing New Yorkâs tempestuous temptress ways, tomorrow will see another frost.
âMass random disasters be damned, huh,â Riley says, appearing next to me.
âI was just thinking the same thing.â
âThe people gonna have their park.â
âAinât mad. Itâs a beautiful night.â Iâm sweating into this damn overcoat.
âGame plan?â
âBellâs at the southwest entrance.â I nod toward the Marcy Ave. gate at the far end of the field. âPosted someâa her soulcatchers at the northeast end; the rest are scattered along the edges. You take the northwest.â
âWhere the little doggy park is? Man, fuck dogs.â
âYou have no soul.â
âAll I am is soul, brother.â
âIâma be over at southeast. Kia got a friend that watches some kids there. Gonna see if I can rustle up any information.â
âKia, as in Baba Eddieâs little botánica badass?â
âUh-huh.â
âAlrighty. You worried? You look worried.â
âThatâs my face, man.â
Riley shakes his head and moves out to the edge of the park with long ghostly strides.
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Am I worried? No. Not worried, but a growing unease rumbles through my core. I donât have a name for it, canât trace its roots. Itâs been there for the past couple days, I realize, unnamed and rising. Iâm just getting myself together when I see Kia sitting next to her friend on the bench. One of Kiaâs eyes is swollen and blue. The unease erupts into a full-blown swath of rage.
âThe fuck happened?â I say, quickening my pace as I cross the playground. âWho I gotta kill?â
Before Kia can answer, her friend is up in my face. âThe fuck are you, homeboy?â
âI . . .â
âYou gonna back up off my friend âfore Iââ
Kiaâs hand lands on her shoulder. âKarina, itâs cool, girl. Thatâs Carlos. Heâs my people.â
Karina glares up at me for a solid three seconds before backing off. She has a shock of blue hair pulled back in a ponytail and glittery lipstick. Her eyes say sheâll kill me if she has to and I believe them. I smileânot to seem condescending; Iâm just relieved Kia has someone else around, someone her age, who will throw herself in the line of fire to protect her. I know I would.
âKarina, Carlos, Carlos, Karina.â
I nod at the girl, and she appraises me with a squint.
âYa hair
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, Carlos,â Karina says.
âWhat?â
Kia puts her hand over her face and groans.
Karina is undeterred. âWhat you put in it though?â
âI mean, shampoo.â
âUgh! I hate men! Yâall so simple!â
âWhat happened to your eye?â I ask Kia.
âItâs fine. It was an accident, is all.â
Did the disaster ghost strike already? Seems there are no accidents these days . . . âHere?â
âNah, man. At the rec center. Capoeira-related injury.â
âWhat is this capoeira of which you keep speaking?â
âItâs an Afro-Brazilian martial art. They came up with it