tiredness Iâd left before disappeared, replaced by a rush of something potent, strong, and just outside my control.
âWhat is this?â I could sense my body rewiring itself, an energizing force growing stronger and stronger within me. My blood felt ablaze. I could pluck the stars from the sky. I could inhale the entire city with one deep breath. I could do anything. âMiro, what is this ?â
âThe transition,â he said solemnly. âIf you performed any magic right now, the reverberations could probably take down this entire block. It usually isnât this strong, but you were in a very bad state. When a witch pulses as hard as you were, the body works hard to compensate. Most witches going through the transition donât notice this recovery period, but then most witches donât get as sick as you were. Youâd done so much magic, and without a talisman . . . I wasnât sure youâd come out of it.â He paused. âActually, Iâm surprised you made it.â
He was telling the truth, and the knowledge chilled me. Whatever I was experiencing was more powerful than I could imagine.
Miro stepped closer and in the light of the moon, his eyes seemed to glow. âYou are closer to nature now than you will ever be in your entire life,â he said softly. âIt hits hardest at the beginning, but the magic will not fully work until you learn to control it.â He slid a finger under the heavy chain hanging from my neck, and ran it down the silver links to Shelleyâs pendant. He cupped the stone in his palm and held it, his brow furrowed. âWhat happened to you tonight was bad, but Iâve seen worse, much worse. The magic can completely take someone over, and this offers no protection.â
âYour father is a coven leader, right? Can he consecrate it?â
âIt doesnât belong to you,â he said sharply. For a moment he looked as if he was tempted to rip the pendant from my neck. Then he caught himself, took a breath, and said, âWe need to find your rightful talisman quickly.â
âWe need to find my parents quickly.â
He nodded, and we went back inside to find the others.
CHAPTER 10
T he front doors to the apartment building seemed untouched by trouble. A safety light over the front door washed the building in a warm glow. Music poured out of the open windows of a second-floor apartment, the flitting strings of a mandolin setting my heart racing.
âKind of late for that,â Shelley whispered. âWho lives there?â
I shrugged. Vadim glanced at me derisively, as if Iâd failed some test. âWhy didnât you run to the neighbor instead of a demon?â
âNo one was home,â I snapped.
âLetâs go in,â Miro said. We paused at the door. âDo you have a key?â
âNo, but I could still open it,â I said, thinking of my mother. âShould I try?â
Miro snorted. âDonât even think about it.â He nodded at Vadim, who touched his pendant. The doorâs knob cracked right off the wood.
âOh, Iââ
âThe least of your worries,â Miro muttered as we stepped into the foyer.
We tiptoed up to the third floor. The door to our apartment was ajar, just as Iâd left it earlier. Miro and Vadim pushed ahead to make sure the apartment was empty. Their footsteps echoed in the still air, the hollow sound vibrating in my chest.
Shelley took my hand. âWe should probably start in your parentsâ room.â
Once there, I saw that the blood had dried to a deep, burnished red. I closed my eyes and the image of my motherâs handprint seared into my mindâs eye.
âI feel like I shouldnât touch anything,â Shelley said.
But if we werenât involving the police, then Iâd be responsible for examining any evidence. I picked up the bedsheet from the floor and gently shook it. The soft, flowery aroma