Don’t think about it.”
Turning away from the mirror, she faced me. “Then why haven’t you asked me to make love yet?”
I could read the worry in those beautiful eyes, and damn me if I didn’t want to take it away. “I don’t make love, I fuck.” That was a safe answer. My cock was throbbing with the thought that I could slip between those perfect thighs and drive home.
Rolling her eyes, her little hands went to her hips. “Fine. Then why haven’t you asked to f-fuck me?”
The way she stuttered over the f word, like it was something dirty, made me grin. Stalking over to her, I gripped her hips and pushed her against my hard on. “Because I’d rip you apart and it wouldn’t mean the same thing to me that it would to you.”
Her arms wrapped around my neck and she lifted her eyes to mine. “I don’t think you’d hurt me.” I could see the uncertainty in her eyes. I wasn’t sure I could fuck her without hurting her. I wanted her more than any other woman in my life.
Backing her up slowly, our bodies never breaking connection, I had her against the mirror in less than ten seconds. “Little lily I would fuck you long and hard and show you no mercy. That what you really want for your first time?”
The clash between desire and fear in her expressive eyes should have shut my shit down. I wasn’t a tutor. She needed some pussy guy who could give her sweet words and patience. I sure the fuck wasn’t that guy. I reached my hands behind her and grabbed that perfect ass, grinding it against my cock. “It won’t be love, and I don’t do commitment. You feel me?”
What was I thinking ? She licked her lips nervously and I wanted to suck that lip, hell bite it even. She nodded that sweet little head full of golden hair and I knew I was about to break my own rules. I lifted her off the ground by that softly rounded ass. She wrapped her legs around my waist.
Walking her back to my bedroom I knew I should have my ass kicked so hard that my balls retreated inside. She clung to me. Her arms gave me a choke hold a wrestler would have been proud to own up to. The tremor that wracked her small frame? Only a complete dumb ass would not realize it as fear.
I should have sent her packing. I wanted to fuck the fear right out of her. Untangling her arms and legs, I sat her feet down on the floor by my bed. “If you’re staying, take them off.” I allowed my eyes to roam over the dance pants.
Crossing my arms over my chest, I watched her fingers tremble as she peeled away the thin layer of clothing. She was the most fucking beautiful thing I’d ever seen. “Climb up in bed, little lily.”
I stripped out of my shorts, and joined her in the center of the bed. Her body tensed as I pulled her into my arms. A growl escaped. “Let’s see if we can get you warmed up.”
Her soft laugh made my heart soar. I realized I wanted her to enjoy this night. Sliding my hands down over that perfect soft mound, my fingers rubbed over her clit. Her hips lifted toward my touch, telling me how much she enjoyed the sensation.
I knew she wanted more, but I wanted that sweet little pussy weeping for me when my fingers slid home. I continued to lightly rub her silken petals, loving how wet she was getting. “Baby your pussy is crying for me.” I chuckled softly as she pushed against my hand. “Tell me what you need.”
“Sin, please.” She strained against me, asking me with her body instead of words.
“No little lily. I want to hear you ask for what your body wants.” I knew she was uncomfortable saying the words, but that was a habit I intended to break. Stilling my hand against her flesh, I waited.
“I want your fingers inside me.” That sweet little whimper almost made me forget what I wanted.
“Inside you where baby?” I rubbed over her clit again, teasing her. Her pale blue eyes looked up, pleading. She was biting her lip