sparring with Ma every morning was the price I had to pay not to wear dresses, so be it.
âI swear I wonât do anything to soil the name of the House Mendoza,â I said dramatically, throwing the back of my hand to my forehead. Ma grumbled. I could tell she was regretting sending me to Shakespeare Summer Camp two years ago.
Ma took plates from the cupboard and started setting the table. âYou were out late last night. You and Sara go to the movies?â
I turned my back and smothered the eggs in an extra portion of black beans. I didnât have the heart to tell her that Sara and I broke up at the beginning of the summer. My parents liked her a lot. She was my first serious girlfriend. Weâd been together a year. Right now, I didnât feel like explaining the whys and hows of the breakup. So, if she thought I was at a movie with Sara, Iâd let her believe that. It beat explaining that Iâd been hanging out at Loco Cacao, sipping lattes with Ricky and bemoaning the fact that I was single again.
âSorry,â I said. âMovie ran later than I thought.â
âJust so long as you donât make it a habit,â she said. âSenior yearâs not the time to let your grades slip.â
I saluted her with my spatula. It was three weeks into the school year. They hadnât even started assigning
real
homework yet. Besides, my transcripts had already gone out to all the colleges I was interested in. A slip in my senior-year grades wasnât going to matter much.
Papa walked in, staring at the morning edition of the
Houston Chronicle
on his iPad. He kissed my cheek, goosed Ma, and poured orange juice for everyone. â
Chica
,â he said to me, âdid you know this boy at school? The one who committed suicide?â He tapped the iPad.
I shrugged. âNot really. I knew who he was. He got picked on a lot.â
Papa nodded. âSo it would seem.â He tilted the screen so I could read it. The headline read: POLICE INVESTIGATE SOUTHSIDE HIGH SUICIDE AS HATE CRIME.
It made me wanna hurl.
Of course
it was a hate crime. You had to be blind not to see how often that Jamie kid was getting shoved in the hall and taunted. Last year Iâd chased off a couple guys who had backed him into a corner. Probably a dumb move on my part. Iâm sure he never heard the end of it, getting saved by a girl. But I couldnât just let them do it. I kept thinking,
That could be me.
And I know Iâd want somebody to have my back if that was the case.
âI wonder if his parents have a lawyer,â Ma mused, scanning the article. She put her hand on Papaâs arm. I smiled. They couldnât resist doing a pro bono case when they smelled injustice. God, I love my parents.
âYou see this sort of thing a lot?â Papa asked.
I served eggs to everyone. âEvery day.â
I said it without thinking. It was true. But suddenly, Ma and Papa got
that
look in their eyes. That concerned look.
âTo you?â Ma asked as I joined them at the table.
I waved it off. âSometimes. Nothing physical. Just name-calling. I give as good as I get. But thatâs me.â
âDo you feel safe at school?â Papa asked.
âI guess,â I said. âBut Iâve got a lot of friends whoâve got my back. Not everybody who gets bullied has friends like mine.â
âWhy donât the teachers do anything?â
âThey do. Sometimes. But a lot of what happens, they never see. Itâs in the halls, after school, online.â
Ma tsked. âNo one should have to put up with that.â
As we ate breakfast, I kept sneaking glances at the story on Papaâs iPad. I caught words like âdeath threatsâ and âintimidation.â Wow. Jamie Ballard had it worse than I thought. I knew all about the intimidation. I heard the names he was called. But I never knew someone had threatened to kill him.
You hear that kind of trash