Free Struggling Free (Hidden Secrets Book 5) by P. J. Belden Page A

around the head with each thrust, it felt so fucking good.
    “ Vix, oh Vicky, I’m close. Shit!”
    Just then she pushes down, taking me back to her throat, clenching around my cock in a way I’ve never felt before. My hands gripped her head tightly and I held her in place as I thrust into her mouth uncontrollably.
    “Fuck! Vicky!” I roared as my whole body began to spasm as wave after intense wave came over me.
    Slowly, the spasms began to recede. I released the hold I had on her head. She sat back in her seat with a smile on her face and a few tear streaked down her cheeks. After correcting myself, I pulled her over on my lap and held her tightly. Something shifted in my chest, expanded almost.
    “Did I hurt you?”
    She shook her head in my chest. “Not at all. Will that tide you over until we get there?”
    “You didn’t have to do that.”
    “I know, but it was bothering me just as much as it was you.”
    “Well, let me-”
    “Nope,” she climbed off my lap and buckled up. “That was just as much for me as it was for you.”
    After a moment of looking at her, something came back to me that she had said.
    “What did you mean ‘just like the shower’?”
    Her laughter filled the car and reached into a deep part of me that was beginning coming to life since being with Vicky. She turned and grinned a cat ate the canary grin at me.
    “I knew it wasn’t a damn fantasy! Why’d you run off?”
    She shrugged. “I don’t know,” she said softly.
    For a moment, I said nothing and just watched her. She looked awfully unsure of herself and even guilty. It hit me then.
    “You were ashamed of what you did.”
    “I’ve prided myself on my professionalism, but when I’m around you I can’t seem to remember that. Then I saw you watching me with so much concern and kindness. It was my way to say thank you for something you didn’t seem to want me to see.”
    “Let me thank you, before we get back out on the road,” I breathed.
    She just laughed at me and shook my head. Damn this woman was going to kill me, I can feel it.
    After a few more minutes of trying to get her to give in, I pulled back out on the road and took off toward the new place I’d call home for a while. I was honestly freaking out about this, but as I looked at the sleeping beauty resting on my shoulder, something told me it will all be worth it. The problem will be making it through it all to see the brighter picture on the other side. The process is what scared me.
    She shifted and lay down in my lap. I sighed as I brushed her hair from her face. Today she’d looked so beautiful, almost princess like. But the way she looked right now, all natural, she’d never looked more beautiful. I think the thing that is her sexiest feature, she isn’t afraid to tell me what’s on her mind. She had opinions and could hold a conversation.
    That thought had me laughing. Carson’s ex-girlfriend cracked me up. Her idea of a conversation was clothes, make-up or shoes. If you tried to talk to her about anything intelligible she’d freak out on you. Her excuse? ‘Like seriously all the icky stuff is like…well, it like gives me a rash.’
    Honestly, I’m shocked Carson lasted with her as long as he did. I couldn’t stand to be near her for five minutes. Even my amazing, kind hearted, parents couldn’t help but grit their teeth and roll their eyes at her. Carson defended her. Honestly, I think he wanted to find something there. I think he was tired of the rat race and just wanted to settle down. The problem was, and we all knew this, she wasn’t it. Now, though, he finally has Colleen and a beautiful little girl. That little girl is going to break a lot of hearts one day.
    Kayla was due real soon. It made me nervous to be so far away from her during such a major event in her life. Jason is a good man. I couldn’t have picked a better man for my sister, but damn it, she was my little sister. For so long she shut me out, all of us, but we had always