Josephâs possessions. Delroy had asked if I would take care of that, and Iâd agreed since I couldnât bear the thought of my great-uncleâs precious boxes being given away unopened to just anyone.
Iâd already managed to get through half of his things, and believe me, it wasnât easy to part with what Iâd found: old turntables with a library of jazz, country, and blues vinyls; vintage suits that came in all colors; an acoustic guitar and a fiddle; faded slides and photos of Delroy when he was little, hanging out with family members I barely knew, although Iâd tucked the ones that included my parents into a shoebox that I kept on top of my desk. I hadnât been able to give away any of those other things, either.
That made me kind of useless as I went through Josephâs belongings, but I felt as if he lived in these objects, and it was hard to let go.
The same held true when I came upon a box brimming with Little Golden Books that I recalled reading as a small child, when I would come visit Uncle Joseph with my parents and sit on his lap to recite
Little Mommy
from memory because Iâd heard it from him so many times. Thatâd been before I realized the book was rather sexist, but it was sweet and innocent, too. Just like I used to be.
âYour parents raised you well, little girl,â
heâd say to me.
âTheyâre real proud of how youâre turning out.â
Would they still feel that way? I liked to think so, even if Iâd misstepped a time or two. But Iâd avoided making a mistake with the wrong guy again last night, hadnât I? Iâd exercised some willpower, refusing to be led around like a puppet on string yet again by a man who didnât actually care all that much about me in the end.
Wasnât
I
just the champion?
My phone, which Iâd set on the concrete next to me, buzzed with a text that nearly jarred my bones. And when I picked it up and saw the number and message, I only gaped.
555-8465:
You missed a good party.
Simmons? Why in the world would he want to contact me after Iâd zoomed out of the Club?
I set the phone down for a moment, almost as if itâd needled me. Simmons had no reason to carry on this conversationânot unless he was offended thatâd Iâd shafted his boy after Noah had gone through such effort for me at the Club. Or if Noah had told him to still pursue me. Some guysâespecially worldly businessmen, I imaginedâdidnât take well to losing, especially to someone who wasnât in their class.
Talk about not taking ânoâ for an answer. But burn me once, shame on you, burn me twice . . . Well, Iâd been there, and I wasnât going for a third time.
Still, I highly doubted Simmons would go away if I just ignored him.
Jadyn:
Did your boss tell you to check up on me?
555-8465:
LOL. Youâre talking to the boss.
I didnât know whether to keep hold of the phone or shove it into a box where Iâd never see it again.
Noah?
His next text flashed over the screen.
555-8465:
I snatched Simmonsâs phone when he wasnât looking.
I almost asked if Simmons was keeping my number away from Noah for some reason. Why else wouldnât Noah just get my number from his friend and call me on his own?
Maybe he didnât want me to have his real number, I thought. Maybe this phone would be thrown away just as soon as the games were over with me.
Jadyn:
Maybe you should mind your valet and stay off the phone, especially when it isnât even yours.
555-8465:
Just as lively as last night. Has anyone ever told you that youâre pretty fun?
Me, fun? Oddly enough, he seemed fun right now, too, as if heâd shaken off his moodiness from before.
Jadyn:
I wasnât ever going for âfun,â Reeves.
Psychology 101âlast names put people at a distance. Iâd learned that from my friend Evie during the summer. She was