nothing was on?â
âIt was boring. It seemed like nothing.â
âLiar,â she challenged, and made him laugh.
âOkay, so it was sexy. But talking to you is better.â
Oh, he was good, she thought. Practiced in the art of seduction. Or was it deception? At this point she couldnât be sure. âDid you turn it off?â
âNo.â He lowered his voice. âI just turned down the sound.â
âSo you can still see it?â
âUh-huh.â
She imagined him angling his head, gazing at naked women on the screen. Or maybe he was viewing naked couples. Soft porn or whatever the Playboy Channel promoted.
âTell me what your room looks like,â he said.
When her mouth went dry, she moistened her lips. âWhich room? The one in San Francisco or the one Iâm staying in here?â
âWhere youâre at now. I want to picture the bed. I want to imagine you in it.â
Uh-oh. She should have known better than to call a man after midnight. Especially a hunky Texan who admitted that he wanted to sleep with her.
âWhat color are the sheets?â he pressed.
âWhite.â
âAnd the blanket?â
âMauve.â
âWhatâs that? Pink?â
âYes, but itâs sort of an icy pink. Like nail polish or lipstick.â
âMmm.â He made a moaning sound. âSo itâs a girlie room?â
âItâs the same one I had when I lived here. It was always sort of girlie. A female guest room, I guess.â She pictured him in the hunting cabin, stretched out on the sofa bed, talking to her and watching naughty TV. A hot-blooded male in a primal environment.
âI wish you were here,â he said. âOr I was there.â
âMe, too,â she admitted, knowing they were playing a dangerous game. The next time they saw each other, this conversation would float between them like a dream. âBut this is crazy. Weâre crazy.â
His voice turned raw. âI know.â
Susan wondered if he was aroused, hard and thick against his jeans or whatever he was wearing.
She wasnât about to ask. âMaybe we should hang up.â
âI donât want to. Do you?â
âNo.â She couldnât bear to lose him, to sever the tie. Not yet. âWhy donât we change the subject? Think of something safe to say.â
âLike what?â
She racked her brain, then laid eyes on Chocolate. âYour dog snores. And he sleeps with his butt in the air.â
Ethan went silent, then chuckled under his breath. Amoment later a rustling sound came from his end of the line, as if he were moving, reaching for the remote to turn off the TV. âI forgot that damn mutt was there.â
She smiled, grateful that sheâd just blown his fantasy. And better yet, abolished the Playboy instigator. âDo you want to talk to him?â
âFunny girl. Do you want to talk to the dogs that are sleeping with me?â
A laugh bubbled from her throat. âI guess that makes us even.â Heâd just blown her fantasy, too. âMaybe they should talk to each other.â
âMaybe.â He took a deep breath and released it into the receiver. âAre you feeling better?â
She nodded, then realized he couldnât see her. âYes. Iâm not so restless anymore. I think Iâll be able to sleep tonight.â
âGood. I like being your friend, Susan.â
Her heart nearly squeezed its way through the phone. âThat means a lot to me, Ethan.â
âThen close your eyes, and Iâll stay here until you fall asleep.â
âOkay,â she whispered, knowing it was the perfect way to spend the night with him, to rest in his phantom arms.
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Ryan remained as still as a corpse, afraid he would disturb Lily. Heâd been awake for hours, staring at the ceiling, at make-believe patterns on the walls.
He turned to look at his wife. Like a bat in an