Hawkesmoor? And if she did so, she was condemning herself to a loathsome marriage. Her eyes fixed again on the bracelet. Ranulf’s bribe for her cooperation. To keep her eyes averted, her mouth shut.
She murmured her responses and only when it was over did Ranulf remove his hand.
Simon helped her to her feet with a hand under her elbow. Her bare skin was cold as ice, and he felt her shudder at his touch.
Dear God, what had he done?
She loathed him, was repulsed by him. He could see it in her eyes as she glanced up at him before swiftly averting her gaze.
Ranulf had joined his brothers in the front pew. He was smiling as he watched his sister walk back down the aisle with her husband. He could manage Ariel’s rebellions. She was no fool, she knew which side her bread was buttered.
Outside in the cold sunshine, Ariel moved her hand from the Hawkesmoor’s arm.
“It’s customary for a groom to kiss the bride,” Simon said gently, taking her small hands in his own, turning her toward him. She didn’t look at him, but stood still, as if resigned to her fate, and he shrank from the image of his own self. He dropped her hands, said almost helplessly, “You have nothing to fear, Ariel.”
At that, she looked up at him, her eyes as clear as a dawn sky, still filled with that piercing intensity. She said with pointed simplicity, “No. I have nothing to fear, my lord.”
Chapter Four
T HE WEDDING FEAST in the Great Hall was an affair of unbridled merriment much in keeping with the medieval structure of the castle and the vaulted, cavernous hall where logs the size of tree trunks burned in the deep fireplaces at either end and myriad candles threw complex shadows up to the rafters.
Those guests the Ravenspeare brothers had bidden to celebrate their sister’s nuptials were not known for their decorum. Both male and female, they were young and unrestrained for the most part, come to enjoy a month of feasting, sport, and revelry. Ranulf had deliberately decided to exclude from these celebrations any courtier or politically influential member of society. Deep in the Fenland wilderness, it was a private affair, one that would not be marked in the court’s social calendar.
Nor had any relatives been invited. The brothers had no truck with other members of the family. After Margaret Ravenspeare’s violent and apparently mysterious death, her mother had offered to take the infant Ariel, but Lord Ravenspeare had brusquely declined, and when the same offer was made in the early days after Ravenspeare’s own death, Ranulf had responded as curtly. As a result, Ariel had grown up free of all influence but that of her brothers.
Bearing laden salvers of meat, baskets of bread, and platters of oysters and smoked eels, servants dipped and dodged around the long rectangle formed by the tables lined with wedding guests. In the gallery, musicians, as well plied with wine as the guests below, played country tunes with uninhibited gusto, while the silver decanters of wine, die jugs of ale, the bottles of cognac circled as if bottomless.
At the top table, Ariel sat beside her husband, acknowledging the toasts, the increasingly ribald jests, the jocular good wishes of her brothers’ friends with a smile that betrayed none of her true feelings. She had been exposed to this kind of company since earliest childhood. It had never occurred to her brothers to modify their behavior in her presence or to expect their friends to do so, and she no longer even heard the off-color remarks, the tasteless jokes. She was aware only of Oliver, sitting beside Ranulf, drinking deeply, his thin lips curved in his unsettling smile, the arch of his eyebrows exaggerated as his eyes became more unfocused. His eyes were unfocused but his gaze never wavered from the bride’s face, and Ariel began to feel like an insect displayed in a case before the all-knowing scrutiny of a collector.
Beside her the earl of Hawkesmoor appeared to take the drunken revelry in
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