wincing when a coiled-up spring dug into her butt. She bounced lightly on the lumpy mattress. âYou really are going to be cursing my name after a couple of nights of this.â
âYou donât give me enough credit, Jameson.â
âYou havenât sat on the bed yet.â
He walked across the room, his gait more uneven now than before theyâd climbed the stairs. It made her chest hurt, made her regret her brattiness even more. He sat down next to her, his fingers curved around the edge of the mattress.
He bounced up and down like sheâd done and cast her a sideways glance. âYeah, this sucks. Did your grandma put her enemies up on this bed?â
Amber laughed. âThey donât normally have guests. I think my bedroom was the good guest room, but they moved me into it and . . . I donât think weâve had anyone stay here since. Surly teenager put a cramp in their social life, I guess.â
âYou were pretty surly.
Are
pretty surly.â
âShush,â she said, pinching his bicep and not managing to grab hold of much. He didnât have pinchable flesh, that man. He was too rock-solid.
Suddenly she became very aware of the fact that they were sitting on a bed together. And it was hard to breathe again. Particularly with his words from earlier hanging between them still, like an unwanted cobweb that needed to be swept away.
Some people might think you were asking for a demonstration.
No. She didnât want a demonstration. Though, for some reason, she was having a hard time looking away from his mouth. His mouth was one of the most beautiful things on earth, in her humble opinion. Those lips, curved into a smile, had always meant that her day was going to get better, just because he was there. Pressed into a firm line, they presented a challenge to get them to curve upward.
And then, just aesthetically speaking, they were a sight to behold. The lower lip was fuller, the upper lip dipping down in the middle, making the kind of dent she was sure some women fantasized about sticking their tongues in.
Not her. Because he was her BFF and ew.
Yes. Ew. That was her official stance on tonguing Cadeâs lip dip.
âYouâre certainly prickly,â he said. âLike a porcupine.â
âDonât forget it. Iâm a badass mofo. If I get you with my spines youâre going to be filled with regret and woe.â
âI think I got hit by one already.â
She frowned, a sharp pain lancing her chest. Man, she felt like a bitch. âSorry. Iâm too pointy sometimes. I know.â
âNot usually with me.â
âI know. But youâve been Super Cade more times in a row than Iâm used to.â
âYouâve been in jeopardy more often than normal.â
âUntil Lex Luthor ties me up in a warehouse somewhere, I donât think you have to worry too much.â
âIf Iâm ever in jeopardy, you have my full permission to save me,â he said. âHowâs that for equality?â
âYouâll never admit to needing me,â she said.
âYou never admit to needing me either.â
âNo. Youâre a master at unsolicited help.â
His expression sobered. âIn all honesty, Amber, youâve done a lot for me. I donât like to talk about when my mom died. And I didnât want to be around anyone when it happened because . . .â
She nodded and bit the inside of her cheek. She knew why. Because heâd been raw in a way no eighteen-year-old guy wanted to be in front of anyone. Because his grief had been a living monster that had picked him up in its jaws and shaken him like a rag doll.
And he hadnât wanted anyone to see. But heâd let her see.
âYeah, well,â she said, clearing her throat. âIâm a judgment-free zone when it comes to emotional disasters because Iâm such a mess.â
âA surly mess,â Cade said,
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