smiling.
âWhat?â
âI was just wondering if you have that look in your eye over the dragon or over the man.â
âWeâre talking dragon. But the manâs not half bad.â
âGorgeous, fairly adorable, and with the heart of a champion.â
Blair raised her eyebrows. âHey, didnât you recently get marriedâto somebody else?â
âIt didnât strike me blind. Just FYI? Larkin gets that look in his eye, now and again, when he turns in your direction.â
âMaybe he does, and maybe Iâll think about taking him up on it one of these days. But right nowâ¦â She slid off the table. âIâm going to go upstairs and take a really long, really hot shower.â
âBlair? Sometimes the heart of a champion is tender.â
âIâm not looking to bruise hearts.â
âI was thinking of yours, too,â Glenna replied when she was alone.
Blair heard voices from the library as she passed, and veered just close enough to identify them. Satisfied that Larkin was speaking with Moira, she rerouted for the steps to head upstairs. She wanted nothing more than to wash away the sea salt, the blood and the death.
She paused at the top of the steps when she saw Cian in the shadows of the hallway. She knew her fingers had reached down to skim over the stake in her belt, and didnât bother to pretend she hadnât. It was knee-jerk. Hunter, vampire. Theyâd both have to accept it, and move on.
âA little early for you to be up and around, isnât it?â
âMy brother has no respect for my sleep cycle.â
There was something preternaturally sexual, she thought, about a vampire staring out from the cloaked light. Or there was with this one. âHoyt had a rough one.â
âSo I could see for myself. He looked ill. But thenâ¦â The smile was slow and deliberate. âHeâs human.â
âDo you work on that kind of thing? The silky voice, the dangerous smile?â
âBorn with it. Died with it, too. Are we going to come to terms, you and me?â
âI think we have.â She saw his gaze slide down to her hand, and the stake under it. âCanât help it.â But she lifted the hand away, hooked her thumb in her belt. âItâs ingrained.â
âDo you enjoy your work?â
âI guess I do, on some level. Iâm good at it, and you have to like doing what youâre good at. Itâs what I do. Itâs what I am.â
âYes, we are what we are.â He stepped closer. âYou look as she must have when she was your age. Younger, I suppose, sheâd have been younger, our Nola, when she looked as you did. Women wore down faster then.â
âA lot of times vampires look to family for their first kills.â
âHomeâs the place you go where they have to take you in. Do you think any of the others in this house would be alive if I wanted them otherwise?â
âNo.â So it was time for honesty. âI think youâd have played along with them for a few days, maybe a week. Get some jollies out of it. And wait until they trusted you, let their guards down. Then youâd have slaughtered them.â
âYou think like a vampire,â he acknowledged. âItâs part of your skill. So, why havenât I slaughtered the lot of them?â
She kept her eyes on his, struck suddenly by the fact it was nearly like looking into her own. Same color, same shape. âWe are what we are. I guess thatâs not what you are, or not anymore.â
âI killed my share in my day. But excepting that I once tried to kill my brother, I never touched my family. I canât say why except I didnât want their lives. Youâre family, whether either of us is comfortable with that. You come from my sister. You have her eyes. And once I loved her, quite a lot.â
She felt somethingânot pity, it wasnât