crumbs off her plate. Carrie poked her and pointed to the window. âThereâs Madeline.â
âI wonder why sheâs out of senior prep so early?â said Eliza. âI think Iâll just go and say hello.â
Slipping out of the dining room, and then the front door, she was just in time to meet her house captain at the top of the veranda steps.
âHi, Eliza,â smiled Madeline. âCan you help me carry these boxes over to the New Residence?â
âDo you think Iâm allowed to?â
âOh, Iâm sure you are. Look, thereâs Bix ⦠Miss Bixley, Elizaâs just going to help me carry theseâsheâll be back soon.â
Her arms full, Eliza trotted to keep up with Madelineâs quick steps. âWhatâs in the boxes?â
âAll the costumes from last yearâs house plays. I thought Iâd sort them out and see what we can use this year.â
After they deposited the boxes in the hall Madeline invited Eliza into the Senior Sitting Room. Leading off it was a small kitchen.
âYou seem to be having a lot of birthdays in your dorm,â said Madeline, handing Eliza a cup of cocoa.
Eliza told her about her Saturday party and her presents, but inside she was feeling awed to be sitting here. The walls were plastered with posters of rock-and-roll stars. A sign on the refrigerator said âLost! One gold hoop earring. If found, please return to Sharon before the Saintsâ dance on Saturday.â Someoneâs red high-heeled shoe had been abandoned on the couch.
The room seemed soaked in the rumours that floated over to the Old Residence: that someone had pierced her dorm-mateâs ears with a hot needle; that two girls had been caught smoking in the bathroom; that the grade elevenshad mailed parts of a dissected frog theyâd smuggled out of biology to Crewe, the boysâ school on the Island.
âI donât want to grow up,â Eliza blurted out suddenly.
âYouâre certainly doing a good job of it,â teased Madeline. âYour uniform is already too short!â
âThatâs not what I mean.â
Madelineâs eyes lost their amused look. âSorry,â she said quietly. âI knowâyou donât want to be a teenager. I didnât either when I was twelve.â
It was as if Madeline had read her mind. Eliza waved her hand around the room. âI donât! I hate all this stuff! Have you read the Narnia books?â
Madeline nodded.
âRemember when Susan doesnât go back to Narnia because all sheâs interested in is lipstick and nylons and invitations? I think itâs right that she misses everything. She doesnât deserve to go back!â
âBut, Eliza, thatâs not growing up. Itâs not just being silly about boys and make-up and things.â
Eliza wondered if Madeline had a boyfriend at home, as many of the seniors did. If she did, she never talked about it.
âYou arenât like that,â she said hopefully.
âWell, all I care about right now is becoming a pianist. It helps to know what you want to beâit gives you a reason not to go along with the crowd.â
âI donât know,â said Eliza. âI never think about it.â
âDonât worry, youâll find out one day. Just enjoy being twelve.â
âI do! But sometimes I think I shouldnât. Everyone else in grade seven is different from me. Even Carrie likes teenage things sometimes. Jean doesnât, but I bet Pam will change her.â Eliza wondered why she was telling all this to Madeline and stopped, her face hot.
Madeline looked reflective. âLetâs see ⦠when I was your age I felt different too, but I guess I didnât care about it as much. It certainly must be easier to be like everyone else. Like wearing a disguise that you can throw off later when you donât need it. You and I just donât happen to like that