easily enough, and if you want to bring an assistant, thatâs fineâ¦provided that he or she is capable of discretion. I canât have information being leaked, Peter. I know that I can trust youâbut I need to make that clear. I have to maintain secrecy, until Iâve perfected my procedures. You do understand, donât you?â
I didnât, yetâhow could I, when he hadnât explained anything? What he was saying did help, slightly, to explain why he hadnât published anything in years, but only in a superficial sense. Science isnât supposed to have secrets. Itâs an innately collaborative endeavor, whose purpose is to bring knowledge into the light, to add to the sum of human understanding. The legendary wizards of old hoarded the wisdom they were supposed to have, deliberately hiding it away in order to maintain a monopolyâor, more likely, to conceal its idiocy and impotenceâbut real science is intrinsically opposed to that philosophy. Even in matters where money is at stake, because some discoverer or inventor wants to profit from his endeavorâand who doesnât?âthereâs an elaborate system of patents to protect financial interests while permitting and facilitating publication. That has been true for centuries, and in a time of ecological crisis, the pressure on scientists to reveal anything and everything that might be relevant to combating the crisis is more than a duty; itâs a necessity. Rowland and I were living in interesting times; the survival of the species had been at risk for at least four generations, and would still be at risk for at least another four. Anyone who discovered anything that might help was morally obliged to make it known.
For the moment, however, all I could say was: âOkay. Whatever conditions you impose, Iâll abide by them.â
âGood,â he said. âIn that case, it will be very pleasant to see you again. You have no idea how starved I am of real conversation. This isnât the same.â He waved his arm to indicate the telephonic apparatus that was connecting us. He was right about conversation not being the same over the phone, even if the cameras werenât rigged to lie. Electronic communication gives us sight and sound, but not presence. Real presence involves touch, and all kinds of olfactory stimuli of which weâre not even consciously aware. A person can sit in front of a screen all day, talking to a hundred other people in turn, and still be âstarved of real conversation,â for lack of the authentic nourishment of presence.
Rowland had to be lonely. He had to be grateful for the fact that I wanted to visit, even if he hadnât been able to admit it to himself before, because of his passion for maintaining the secrecy of whatever it was that he was so determined to keep secret. In all likelihood, he really did need to see a friendly face, and to keep company with a friend for a while. I really would be doing him a favor.
âIâll call again as soon as Iâve got a timetable worked out,â I said. âThere are some formalities to clear up with the university, but there wonât be any hitches. I hope to be on my way by the end of the week, if thatâs not too soon.â
âNo problem,â he said. âJust let me know what you need, and Iâll make what advance provision I can. We can sort out the details when youâre here. There are inevitable delays in delivery way out here, but money talks, and I have plenty of that, thanks to dear old Roderick. I donât say that the impossible gets done at once when I snap my fingers, and even the possible takes time, but whatever we need, I can get.â
I appreciated the we .
âThatâs great,â I saidâand bade him a temporary farewell, in order to set the wheels in motion.
That proved a good deal easier than might have been expected. I had to apply for instantaneous