with the guns talking loudly but I canât understand what theyâre saying. It sounds like Arabic but itâs a very weird dialect that doesnât belong to any Arab region. They sound like foreigners speaking Arabic. I didnât know foreigners could join the army. I need to ask Baba about that. Before I can finish the sentence in my head, the two men at the front duck down and run faster than I have ever seen. They chant âGod is the greatestâ as they make an escape. One of them falls to the ground and the soldier behind him grabs him and shoots him. I have never heard a gun shot that close or seen anyone being shot. I canât describe it. The world stopped for a second when the bang came out. The man on the floor jumped up when the bullet hit him and I could see blood jumping out. Then he lay still. The second soldier catches up with the other guy and as I am expecting a bullet and cover my ears, he twists his neck and spits at him. I can still hear the bones cracking now. Baba pushes me behind another building and looks at me. He mimes the word âsorryâ and lets me hold his shirt till we canât hear footsteps any more. I cry because I donât like war. I feel my body shaking but I canât control it. Baba is blurry. His voice is clear though; he is reading a prayer over me. I close my eyes really tight and think of how upset mama would be if I wasnât strong enough. I open my eyes and tell Baba I am ready to go. We walk past the two bodies on the ground. The first guy shot looks like he is dreaming and is only asleep. I wish he was. But the second guy has dark blood on his neck, but itâs internal. His face looks horrified. It reminds me of a horror movie I once watched with Khalid. I couldnât sleep all night. The other man doesnât have much hair but this one has long hair down to his shoulders. His hair is the only thing that looks alive about him. I follow Baba quickly into our house three doors down and keep in mind the idea I got for a painting.
As soon as we get in through the door Yasmine jumps up and asks us if weâre okay. Baba doesnât say anything and walks on. Yasmine keeps asking me what happened. This is the most she has spoken to me in a long time.
âTwo men got killed Yasmine.â
âDid you see them?â
âYes, it was very scary!â
âMy poor Adam, are you okay?â
âYes Yasmine Iâm okay, can I tell you a secret?â
âOf course.â
âI have a new painting idea.â
âWhat is it?â
âEvery martyr I see, I will take some of his hair and make a portrait out of it.â Yasmine jumps back.
âAre you crazy Adam? Donât touch anyone!â
âIâm just touching their hair.â
âNo! Understood?â
Yasmine is shouting at me for no reason. I donât like it when she turns purple on me but I just say okay and go to the kitchen. I still want to use my idea. The dates have already been put on a plate and the bananas in a bowl. I pour less than a quarter of a cup of milk and have three dates. Baba was right, I donât feel hungry any more. I open the tap for some water but orange liquid comes out. I donât know why itâs orange but I wait for it to fade away but it doesnât. I canât drink this water.
âYasmminneee!â
Yasmine comes into the kitchen and doesnât say a word. I lower my voice and tell her thereâs no water to drink.
âIâll show you the only thing we can do.â Yasmine fills a saucepan with tap water and puts it on the stove to boil. The electricity now comes every day for an hour. Thatâs when we do everything.
âAre we going to drink hot water Yasmine?â
âWe donât have a choice. Go and try to put the boiler on in the bathroom to see if it works. The rest of us need to shower today.â
âThe rest of us?â
âAli, Amira, Khalid and Tariq showered
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