accomplish so much on its own. In the end, Gwen had said, a demonâs victimâat least to some extentâhad to be willing.
âI think,â Isobel murmured, âVaren is whereâand whatâhe wants to be.â
An uncomfortable tenseness spiked the air. Quiet buzzed.
Isobel couldnât meet Gwenâs gaze, so she glanced to the door again and saw the two boys slide inside, one of them giving her and Gwen a fleeting backward glance.
Seconds later the cry of the bell came, muffled through the schoolâs redbrick walls.
Isobel gathered her things into her lap and peeled her winter coat from her shoulders, planning to leave it in Gwenâs car, since, as sheâd feared might be the case, they no longer had time to stop by their lockers.
âWe should go,â Isobel said, and pulling up the lock tab, she climbed out.
Wordlessly Gwen shed her own coat, tucked a notebook under her arm, and exited her side. Huddling against the cold, they hurried to the doors.
Inside, the warm stairwell had already cleared of students. A faint odor of mildew hung in the air, commingling with the quiet to give the enclosed space, Isobel thought, a tomblike feel.
âSo,â Gwen said, âwhat happens now?â
Isobel shrugged. âMaybe nothing.â
âExcept you donât really believe that.â
Isobel could hear Gwenâs keys clinking in her fidgeting hands. âNo,â she admitted, âI donât.â
Gwen started to speak again, but for both of their sakes, Isobel interjected.
âIf we get caught cutting togetherââ
ââyour dad will have me extradited to Canada,â Gwen finished for her. âI know.â
âAnd thatâs if heâs in a good mood,â Isobel said, and she forced a small smile, figuring she owed Gwen that much at least.
âLunch in an hour?â Gwen asked, tucking her keys in her purse, clearly trying to reestablish some sense of normalcy. Nodding slowly, Isobel took a retreating step, hoping now that sheâd done what she could to stitch her wounds closedâto move onânormal was within their grasp.
Gwen mirrored her movement, backing in the direction of the hall.
Then they pivoted to go their separate ways, and Isobel started up the stairs. Alone now, she let her smile fall away as she swung herself up one flight to the next, feet slamming hard and fast, heading to the last place she wanted to go. Mr. Swansonâs class.
Despite her conviction to release Varen, to release herself , the pounding beat of her sneakers could not drown out the lines of the note sheâd surrendered at the cemetery. Lines that, after an infinite number of readings, she would never be able to expunge from her memory.
In the shadows of the dreamland, he waits. He watches the gaping window to the world he had so longed to open. Now flown wide, bleak and empty, ravagedâlike himâit grants his wish. He belongs.
It cannot compare to the memory of her eyes. Blue azure, warm as a summer sky.
If he could but fall into their world.
Would that he had.
Now he writes the end to the story that past its Midnight Drearyâthat too late an hourâhas its own without him. It was always, he knows now, meant to end this way.
Like that circle that âever returneth into the selfsame spot.â
My beautiful, my Isobel, My Love. You Ask me to wait. And so I wait.
Isobel imagined Varen speaking the words to her in her head, his voice low and even. But as she rounded the final stretch of steps to the third floor, his tone grew icy in her inner ear, mocking, and thenâwith the final lineâthreatening.
For all of this, I know, is but a dream.
And when, in sleep, at last we wake,
I will see you agaiâ
Isobel halted with a gasp, arrested by the two ash-caked boots positioned at the top of the landing.
Her hand tightened around the banister and she looked up, eyes meeting with the black gaze of