to the fence. Any of them would come for him at a quiet call. He handed the bucket to Lily. âJust give it a shake.â
She did, then watched, delighted, as several pairs of ears perked up. Horses trotted over to crowd at the fence. Without thinking, she dipped a hand into the grain and fed a pretty buckskin mare.
âYouâve been around horses before.â
At Adamâs comment, she pulled her hand back. âIâm sorry. I should have asked before I fed her.â
âItâs all right.â He was sorry to have startled that smile away from her face. That quick light that had come into eyes that were somewhere between gray and blue. Like lakewater, he thought, caught in the shadows of sunset. âCome along, Molly.â
At her name, the roan mare pranced along the fence toward the gate. Adam led her into a corral and slipped a bridle over her head.
Self-conscious again, Lily wiped grain dust on her jeans, took one hesitant step closer. âHer nameâs Molly?â
âYes.â He kept his eyes on the horse, giving Lily a chance to settle again.
âSheâs pretty.â
âSheâs a good saddle horse. Kind. Her gaitâs a bit rough, but she tries. Donât you, girl? Can you ride Western, Lily?â
âIâwhat?â
âYou probably learned on English.â Keeping it light, Adam spread the blanket heâd brought along over Mollyâs back. âNate keeps some English tack if youâd rather. We can borrow a saddle from him.â
Her hands reached for each other, as they did when her nerves jittered. âI donât understand.â
âYou want to ride, donât you?â He slid one of Willaâs old saddles onto Mollyâs back. âI thought weâd go up in the hills a little way. Might see some elk.â
She found herself caught between yearning and fear. âI havenât ridden inâItâs been a long time.â
âYou donât forget how.â Adam estimated the length of her legs and adjusted the stirrups accordingly. âYou can go alone once you know your way around.â He turned then, noting the way she kept glancing back toward the ranch house. As if gauging the distance. âYou donât have to be afraid of me.â
She believed him. That was what she was afraid ofâthat it was so easy to believe him. How often had she believed Jesse?
But that was done, she reminded herself. That was over. Her life could begin again, if sheâd let it.
âIâd like to go, for a little while, if youâre sure itâs all right.â
âWhy wouldnât it be?â He moved toward her, stopping instinctively before she shied again. âYou donât have toworry about Willa. She has a good heart, and a generous one. Itâs just hurting right now.â
âI know sheâs upset. She has every right to be.â Unable to resist, Lily lifted a hand to stroke Mollyâs cheek. âEven more upset since they found that poor cow. I donât understand who would do something like that. Sheâs so angry. And sheâs so busy. Sheâs always got something to do, and Iâm, well, Iâm just here.â
âDo you want something to do?â
With the horse between them, it was easy to smile. âNot if it involves castrating cows. I could hear them this morning.â She shuddered, then managed to laugh at herself. âI got out of the house before Bess could make me eat breakfast. I donât think Iâd have held it down for long.â
âItâs just one of the things you get used to.â
âI donât think so.â Lily exhaled, barely noticing how close her hand was to Adamâs on the mareâs head. âWillaâs natural with all of it. Sheâs so sure and confident. I envy that, that knowing just who you are. To her Iâm just a nuisance, which is why I havenât been able to work up the