you know weâre in Ontario?â
âThe train stopped last night and I was talking to some Native woman from Sioux Lookout.â
âWhat? Where?â
âJust some old Native woman. I traded her some cookies for water,â said the Rat showing me the bottle of water. âShe said we would find Uncle Jerome, but that we were in great danger. But I could have told you that.â
I couldnât believe I had slept through the Rat talking to some Native woman. I must have been really tired.
The train moved faster and the Rat, having eaten, got up to brush her teeth. She spat the water out as far as it would go and then she sat down with her bare feet dangling out the doorway. I looked at the wheels spinning below her and I got an uneasy feeling.
âBring your feet in,â I told her.
âWeâre not in danger yet, Bob. Besides, the boxcar has a good spirit. Itâs glad weâre riding with it.â She took a comb from her pocket and combed her hair. âIâm having so many dreams now that Iâm without my big dream-catcher. Iâve brought a small one but itâs not doing much good. I dreamt I was on the top floor of a tall building. I go to sit down in a chair but I fall. Itâs like Iâm falling from a great height. All of a sudden Iâm being carried upward by three angels. They put me on top of a skyscraper where there are hundreds more angels bathing in a silver sun. When I look around me there are hundreds of skyscrapers with hundreds of angels on top of them. Theyâre all sunbathing or playing or gliding from one skyscraper to another. They tell me Iâll stay with them until Iâm better. But the funny thing is I donât feel unwell. I dreamt about the Windigo as well.â
âWindigos arenât real.â
âOf course they are!â
âHave you ever seen one?â
âNo, but there are lots of things you canât see that are real.â
âSuch as?â
The Rat had a think. âAngels!â she said. âSometimes a person can come up and talk to you in the street. And you think theyâre human, but really theyâre an angel. There are angels everywhere. Sometimes a human being can have an angel inside them and all they do is good. They can have a demon inside them as well. Then they become Windigos or paedophiles and all they want to do is hurt people. Do you know how to spot the difference between a Windigo and a paedophile?â
âHow?â
âWell, paedophiles hiss when they talk. But you have to listen real hard. And they pretend to be nice, especially to children. Whereas Windigos are never nice to anyone, but they are harder to spot. Theyâre not cowardly like paedophiles but theyâre more violent, and their heads are full of crazy voices that make them growl. Windigos are big growlers. Thatâs how you can spot them.
âSometimes a human being can have an angel anda demon inside them and they fight for his soul. But the angel always wins in the end because one angel is more powerful than ten demons.â
The Rat bewildered me sometimes! She really did! âWhere do you get this stuff from?â
âIt just comes to me,â she said in a matter-of-fact sort of way.
Looks like the Windigo wasnât the only one with crazy voices in his head. I donât know why, but I never liked to talk to the Rat about her freaky ways. But now I was intrigued.
âSo ⦠How do you know things are going to happen? Does a voice tell you?â
âNo, silly. Sometimes I see things in a dream or I get dreamlike images when Iâm awake. But mostly I get a feeling that something will happen and the feeling gets stronger, thatâs all.â
âBut you can see ghosts, right?â
The Rat laughed.
âThatâs it! Iâm never asking you anything again!â
âYouâve been watching too many movies, Bob.â
âWait a minute! You