oâclock, my cast had arrived in full. Kat looked a little pale but claimed she was perfectly fine, just a little tired. Scott looked anxious, and Brockâwell, he just looked distracted. Strange. Iâd never seen him this way before.
Seconds later, I noticed the object of his distraction. Benitaâs familiar giggle rang out from the far side of the set. Sheâd somehow collected a group of guys around herâno big surprise there. Jason stood in the center of the group, just a few feet away from her. Sheâd said something funny, obviously. Jason, Brock, Bob, and Paul were all laughing. Why this bothered me so much, I couldnât say. Probably had something to do with not feeling great. Well, that, and the comments the guys had made yesterday about Benita and me having different parents. That still bugged me.
Kat approached, one hand on her belly, the other hand clutching a churro she nibbled on. âLooks like your sisterâs quite a hit with the guys,â she said between bites.
After a couple seconds of silence, I finally said, âThereâs always so much drama going on around here.â
âWell, of course.â Kat giggled. âThatâs the point, isnât it? Weâre a television sitcom, after all.â
âI just like to keep my drama on the stage, if you know what I mean. In bringing Benita in, I feel like Iâve had to direct more drama offstage than on. I should have known.â
Athena joined us, offering a sympathetic look. âYouâre worried about your sister?â
I nodded. âYou have no idea. Sheâs . . .â I wanted to say, âfollowing in our fatherâs footsteps,â but held back.
âSheâs flirtatious with the guys. Iâve noticed that much,â Kat said. She took another bite of her churro and a contented look came over her. âYum.â
âAnd sheâs a raving beauty,â Athena threw in. âYou canât blame them for being interested.â
âYeah, sheâs pretty, all right.â
On the outside.
The words had no sooner flitted through my brain than I felt like slapping myself. Really, who did I think I was, cutting my sister down because of her physical beauty? Only God could see the heart, right? Besides, how would I ever know my sisterâs potential for inner beauty if I didnât slow down long enough to get to know herâreally know her?
âLooks like sheâs got Brock right where she wants him.â Athenaâs eyes narrowed to slits. âYep. Sheâs caught him on her hook and is reelinâ him in.â She chuckled. âHeâd be quite a catch. Can you even imagine, Tia? If she snags him for life, that would make him your brother-in-law.â
Ugh. Why did that idea suddenly make me feel nauseous?
Okay, time to get to work. I blew my nose one last time, then clapped my hands together and called the room to order. Seconds later, a roomful of cast and crew members faced me. The words of Kieren Willingham, my director at LAFS, ran through my head. Look confident. Confident, Tia. Make them think you know what youâre doing. Theyâre going to follow your lead. I squared my shoulders, ready to take control.
âI know we had a rough day yesterday, but today is going to be different. Weâll get through this episode top to bottom and clean up the rough spots.â
Everyone on that set is going to be taking their cues from you. Kierenâs words again. If you fall apart, they fall apart. If you look lost, they will feel lost. Itâs your responsibility to keep the ship from sinking. Or at least to keep it from looking like itâs sinking.
But how did one go about that with a true sinking feeling in her gut?
Everyone stared at me in complete silence. After a minute, someone coughed.
Oh, right. Better get this ball rolling. I smiled and dove right in. Somehow we managed to make it through the episode, scene
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