want you to say a sentence. I know it will be hard. But I want you to say a full sentenceâ any sentence.â
âW-Wiââ
I grimace. Say it. Form the words.
âWâwill . . .â I exhale. My lips, like my cheeks, feel swollen and hard. âWill I . . . be-be . . . okay?â I finally say.
Mom wipes away a tear. Dad lowers his head and turns away toward the door. Dr. Abramsâs eyes wrinkle at the corners when he smiles.
âYour motor skills will return. And that sentence,â the doctor speaks softly, âwas a real test. To see where we are at with your speech. Itâll only get better as the days go on.â
Iâm not sure how he can say that when vines scrawl all over me.
âThese are called Lichtenberg figures,â he explains when he sees my gaze go back to the designs. âThe leafy, plant-like markings will fade in a few days.â
The branches spread over my forearms, up to my biceps and shoulders. They stop near my neck.
âYouâre actually quite lucky,â the doctor says. âSome peoplehave them on their face. But then again, those people donât usually live to tell the tale.â
Another doctor, tall with a shock of red hair, takes photographs of my arms. I blink away the spots of light from the flash, but the bright light burns on the backs of my eyelids.
âPut that away,â Mom snaps at the resident. âIt hurts her eyes.â
âW-w-wha-what are they?â I ask.
âEssentially, theyâre much like bruises,â Dr. Abrams explains. âThey generally fade in a few hours, sometimes days. We have seen some cases of them lasting months; we call that tattooing. Either way, they will go away.â With a light pat on my hand, the doctor turns to the nurse.
âLetâs get a CBC, baseline blood work, then letâs get some real food into her,â Dr. Abrams says.
âMom?â I get out through stutters. âWas thatââ I have to take a breath. âM-m-m-May at the door?â
Momâs eyebrows draw together.
âMay?â she says, and thereâs something in her tone that makes me nervous.
I really try hard not to stutter. âMay,â I say again to clarify.
Dr. Abrams says something quickly to Mom. He keeps his back to me so the sound is uneven and I canât work out what heâs saying.
âNo, honey, that was Kylie.â She nods at me and smiles to be encouraging.
Kylie. I donât know a Kylie. Do I?
I must frown because Mom sits down on the edge of the bed.
âYour friend Kylieââ Mom looks to Dad. âWhatâs her last name?â
âCasseni? Castelli? Or something like that,â Dad replies. This conversation is moving too fast.
âBut, M-Ma-May,â I say again.
âYou and May havenât been friends for a while. Kylie is your best friend now,â Mom explains. âItâs been you and Kylie for a year or so now.â
I donât understand. My mouth tastes bitter and I want to grip the blanket again but my hands are too weak. I squeeze my eyes shut. I want my friends to be here. I want Wes, Karen, May, and Panda. Why donât I know what anyone is talking about?
Dad sits down on the other side of the bed next to me. I focus on his glasses. The frames are thick plastic, different from his usual wire rims.
âWhen did you câch-change your glasses?â I ask. Dad looks back at the doctor and then at me. He usually has a glimmer of mischief in his eye, but right now thereâs nothing.
âPenny, what day is it?â Dad asks. I donât like this. I search my memory. Of course I know what day it is. Tech week was starting on that Saturday so Taft was completely on edge. The doctor said it had been two days since the strike.
âMonday?â
âWhat month?â Dad asks.
The bed is hard. I donât like the bright light of the sunset in the corner of my eye. I need more