âAinât you got no sympathy at all?â
âAs much sympathy as you had when we turned up on your doorstep last night,â retaliated Peg.
âOh, get out the lot of you. I donât want you in me place. Bugger off to somewhere else.â
Eve grasped Pegâs arm. âCome on, letâs do as she says. Iâm tired of feeling unwanted. Weâll go back to the Sally Army, find that young Clara again and ask her to help us.â
As they all began to file from the room, Joan called out, âWait!â
Eve returned to the bed. âWhat do you want, Joan?â
âIâm in pain. I need a wee and canât move.â
Eve turned to Peg and the boys. âWait for me by the front door. Iâll help her on the po before we leave.â
As Eve helped Joan out of bed, the grunting and groaning was excessive. After sliding down Joanâs drawers and supporting her on the po, Eve got her back into bed.
âYouâll have to ask Harold to help you tonight.â
Joan closed her eyes and sobbed. âHeâll chew me off something rotten.â
âWhy? Doesnât he know you enjoy a tipple?â
âHeâs dead against it,â Joan lifted a shaky hand to wipe away a tear.
âWell, thatâs your problem, Joan.â
âYou could tell him it was just a trip.â
âBut we wonât be here.â
Joan sniffed and gulped at the same time. âYou can stay a bit longer if you like.â
âI donât know about that now. Iâd rather my boys be put up at the Sally Army than stay here where weâre not wanted.â
âIt ainât them I donât want, itâs
her
.â
âHow can you say that about your own sister?â
âYou donât know the past,â Joan whimpered. âOh, me back!â
Eve pushed one of the pillows under her hip. âIs that easier?â
âYes, a bit.â Joan looked up under her puffy lids. âJust keep her out of me way, thatâs all.â
Eve was greatly relieved but wasnât going to show it. Clara Wilkins was kind, but only a young girl without much authority. Eve didnât fancy sleeping on the street in some doorway just because her pride wouldnât let her stay under Joanâs roof.
âAnd remember, I donât want Harold knowing,â Joan mumbled looking slyly up. âGet rid of that.â
Eve glanced at the empty bottle that Peg had left on the cupboard. âAll right.â
âWhat about
her
, old loose lips?â
Eve sighed. âLook, Joan, I donât know whatâs gone on in the past, thatâs yours and Pegâs business. But sheâs your sister and your blood. Sheâs not going to say anything to drop you in it.â
For the first time, Joan hesitated. Then after a while she shrugged. âYou can help yourself to a bit of food, I suppose. Harold will want his meal at half past six, and donât forget, keep that so-called sister of mineaway from the room as she does me head in.â
Eve didnât respond but left the room quickly before Joan changed her mind.
That evening, Harold returned to a meal of cold beef, cabbage and mashed potatoes followed by oven-browned rice pudding. Eve had taken care to feed them all before he arrived home. She had managed a miracle and eked out enough without making the larder look empty, intending to replace the food as soon as she could. She didnât want Joanâs charity or to be obliged any more than she already was. She would repay the debt as there was two pounds in coins in one of her bottles at home. It was kept aside for an emergency but in the rush to leave she had forgotten to bring it with her.
âVery nice, my dear, youâre an excellent cook,â said Harold after he had eaten. His small, alert eyes were watching her as she washed up at the sink. Standing close to her, he placed his plate on the draining board. âMy wife could
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