wouldnât even shoot a sleeping deer. Who took pictures of mayapples. And gave me back a penny when he didnât need to. And had never hurt anyone, anyone, since coming back from that terrible war. Not that I knew of.
I didnât believe Toby was crazy. Not even a little bit. And I didnât believe he would hurt Mr. Ansel, German or not.
But if Betty and Andy had been in the belfry, they couldnât have been on that hillside. They couldnât have thrown that rock.
I lay on my bed and thought my thoughts until I heard my mother calling me down to help get supper started. And a little beyond that.
âYou must have enough wool by now to knit a sweater,â my grandmother said as we washed and peeled potatoes together at the sink.
âWhat wool?â I sloshed a potato in the wash water until it came away white.
âYouâve been gathering wool this whole time, Annabelle. Not a word out of you.â
I shrugged. âJust thinking about Ruth.â
âA terrible thing to happen to anyone, let alone a sweet girl like her.â
âBut you donât think Toby did it, even by accident, do you?â
By now everyone in the house knew about the conversation at the Glengarrysâ that afternoon.
Aunt Lily had sniffed and said, âThat Toby has always smelled like brimstone to me.â
Henry had said, âNaw, Tobyâs not like that.â
James had said, âAvast, there, matey.â Which we took to mean no.
My grandfather had shaken his head and mumbled something about a sheep in wolfâs clothing.
I already knew how my mother felt. My father . . . I wasnât sure. He hadnât said a word on our way home from the Glengarrysâ house. And, once home, heâd spoken only to my mother and then gone straightaway to his chores.
âOh, I donât know what I think,â my grandma said, cutting a potato so thin I could see light through the slice. Hers were the best scalloped potatoes in the county. âToby is odd, I have to say. And those guns of his give me pause. But Iâve never seen him act rough with anyone. And Iâve never heard of him speaking ill of the Germans, including Mr. Ansel.â
âWell, Toby doesnât speak much about anything,â I had to admit.
âNo, he does not. But Iâve always wanted people to judge me by my actions, and I hope I can do the same for him, who has never done me wrong. Or my family, neither.â
My father came in to supper that night pink with evening but smelling like soot.
âI spent some time with Toby this afternoon,â he said in the middle of eating my motherâs ham, my grand-motherâs potatoes, and my cauliflower, which James referred to as âlittle white treesâ and rarely ate.
We all looked at my father and waited. I, especially, wondered what Toby had had to say about the goings-on of the past week.
âI did most of the talking,â he said. âKnocked on the door, Toby answered, asked me in. There was no place to sit but on the one chair and I would not sit if he couldnât, so we both stood there looking at each other like a couple of goats.â
My father didnât admire goats very much. I, if lazy, was a little goat. If stupid, a goat. If dirty, a goat. And the rest of us, too.
We waited. He would not have mentioned the visit at all if there were not more to tell.
âThat shack of his is a hard place,â he said, âthough heâs nicened it up a bit. Not much of a bed, more like a nest. Pine boughs covered with burlap. No pillow. An old army blanket. The one chair, castoff. A fire pit dug in one corner with just a hole for a vent. Odds and ends on the hooks above. But . . .â And here he stopped. Sat back in his chair. Ran a hand over his jaw. âThere were pictures everywhere. On all four walls. Of the orchards. The woods. Sky all by itself in lots of them, at sundown.â
He paused