one-room rock house surrounded by hundreds of cops around the hill like in Butch Cassidy.â
âThey die in Butch Cassidy.â
âWell, I donât want to have to correct you, but they donât die. The shot freezes. Before they are dead. Like Thelma & Louise. Anyway, we get away. Thereâs this hidden mine shaft under his hut. But he tells you all the secrets first and says heâll hold them off and we get away.â
She nodded.
âStand up.â
Robin stood, pushing back into the corner. âCan he take a bullet?â
âHe steps outside after weâre gone, full of regrets. Gets riddled, especially by the Gatling gun on the chopper.â I pushed the butt at her again. âOkay, now if you grab the stock, and I grab the barrel. Whatever you do, donât touch the trigger. Or let go.â
She had the stock.
âIâm not lifting you. Youâre stepping up on those bits of wood.â
She nodded.
The barrel was slippery. âJust a sec.â I got up on one knee and I got one arm right along the barrel, kind of wound around. âOkay.â
Robin pulled and I leaned back on my heels as she started to walk up the wall. I leaned further and further back as she found footholds between the wood logs shoring up the side. Her face appeared at the top. She was straining now but there didnât seem to be a way for her to take the last steps up onto level ground.
âHold on,â I said.
And I held hard on the barrel and let myself fall back, dragging Robin up the last bit and over the edge and onto the ground, where she fell forward onto her knees. I lay looking up at the heavy stars, gasping for breath.
Robin stood, dusting herself like sheâd simply tripped over.
âWe did it,â I said.
âYep, letâs go.â
âRobin! Give me a sec.â
She picked up the rifle and her fatherâs lantern while I got up and winkled my fingers to get the circulation back.
âWhereâs all the blood from?â
She held up the lantern, examining my bloody t-shirt.
âYour father. He sucker-punched me.â
She scowled. âWhen we get back to Perth, Iâll move out.â
âI just saved your life.â
âI know. Iâm letting you go.â She gave me the rifle and started walking.
I followed. I didnât say anything. I had nothing left. Not after âI saved your lifeâ.
***
âYouâll thank me,â she said after weâd gone a little way.
I could see a distant glow. Our fire had died down, but the car light was a presence in the darkness under the trillion stars. âItâs so quiet out here.â
We both stopped walking and listened.
âYour mum sounds like she was good. Working. Keeping you all together. Doing whatever she could for everyone.â
âYeah.â
We started walking again.
After a while she said, âWhen I left Kal, Mum and Gail and Liz came to the train station to see me off. The big success. So proud. âOff to university.â âYouâre so smart.â So excited. But, just as I was about to get on the train, she pushes this casserole dish at me. I mean, youâve seen it. Itâs an oven pot, with a lid. âStill warm. For your first night.â It was tuna casserole. What are you going to do, right? Iâve got a suitcase; Iâve got my pack, a handbag, sleeping bag. Now hereâs this giant tuna casserole â to cart through the city, while I find my way to the uni. Geek-girl from the country. No idea. âBring the dish with you next time youâre back up.â Sure Mum. Next time â Iâm back.â Robin stopped walking and gritted her teeth and battled not to cry. Instead, she growled, low and determined like a cough she wouldnât let finish.
âItâs okay, Rob,â I said, reaching to pat her shoulder, but she shook me off.
âNo itâs not.â
We walked again. She walked.