listen to Doc Wilson and finally do what the doctor had been advising for yearsâ
Send Katie away.
Heâd have freedom. Heâd have a life again. And in a rehab hospital, sheâd get the treatment she needed, whether she liked it or not, because the hospital staff wouldnât cater to a woman who threw stoneware at their heads. Thereâd be someone more adept than he at getting her to talk, to work her physical therapy exercises. To get her to look forward to something other than the next drink.
In his head, though, he still saw the Katie he used to know. The laughing tomboy whoâd sooner scramble up a tree than put on a skirt for church. The all-star baseball player whoâd had a full ride to college, a promising future in front of her. The sister whoâd adored him, because he was older and bigger and there to protect her whenever the world got a little too scary for his tough-on-the-outside but total-marshmallow-on-the-inside sister.
Heâd been there every time. Except one.
âDuncan?â Katieâs voice, small and vulnerable now, on the other side of the alcohol coaster.
He sighed.
âDonât leave me. Iâm sorry.â She started to cry. âPlease. I canât do this without you. I canât. I canât. I canât.â
His shoulders sagged. Duncan drew in a breath, released it, then he reached for the cold, hard doorknob.
âI need you, Duncan.â But he was already there, vowing to try one more time to reach the Katie he remembered.
To keep trying, and maybe, heâd finally repay his worst sin.
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Black coffee.
Allie despised black coffee. Sheâd drunk enough of it in the past few years to want to throw the mug at the wall. All in that quest to avoid calories. Sugar. Fat. The triplet enemies of an hourglass shape.
Still, here she sat in Vanessaâs kitchen, sipping a mug of Chock full oâNuts and pretending the taste didnât make her want to hurl. But it was either that or extra time on the treadmill and for Allie, the choice was easy. She hated the treadmill more.
Vanessa slipped into the seat across from Allie at the oak table. âYou sure you donât want any creamer?â
Allie nodded and forced herself to take another sip, the caffeine a welcome benefit to the bitter brew. âToo much creamer and I might as well just wear the cow.â
âYou have more willpower than me.â To add an exclamation point, Vanessa sloshed a generous amount of hazelnut-flavored creamer into her cup.
Allie watched Vanessa stir the beverage from dark to light, inhaling the scent of toasted nuts. Longing rumbled in her stomach. She tamped it down with another swig of coffee. âDuncan kissed me.â
Vanessaâs teaspoon landed with a dancing clatter on the hardwood table. âYou kissed Duncan Henry ? And you just drop it on me like that? Allie, you have to build up to a thing like that. Let me prepare for a bombshell.â
Allie laughed. âOkay, I guess it is pretty momentous news.â
âAre you kidding me? Around here, news like that makes the front page .â Vanessa leaned forward, arms crossed on the table. In the living room, her two oldest children started arguing about whether to watch SpongeBob or Jimmy Neutron. âTell me what happened. In detail. Iâm a married mom. I spend my days changing diapers and eating the crusts off peanut butter sandwiches. The only thing I have is living vicariously through you or Desperate Housewives. â
âDetails it is then.â Allie told her about finding the farm yesterday, then getting rained on, and then the kiss, which had now tattooed itself on her memory. So much for focusing on working. She could barely remember she had a job right now.
âSo where does it go from here?â Vanessa asked. âJust kiss him and go? Will there be more? A Duncan Part Two?â
âNeither. Iâm not interested in his body. All I