asked to intercede. That would be too much. But she knew how Daniel loved Allegra; she couldnât help feeling sorry for him, order herself as she would to stop. The refrigerator gave one of its funny rattles; the familiarity, the hominess of the sound nearly undid her. She pressed her glass against her face. A moment passed before she could trust herself to speak. âGive her time.â
âI have someone coming on Saturday to look at the upstairs shower. You neednât be there, Iâll come and deal with it. Iâm just giving you fair warning. You and Allegra. In case you donât want to see me.â
âItâs not your house anymore.â
âYes, it is. Iâm leaving the marriage, Iâm not leaving you. As long as youâre in the house, Iâll take care of the house.â
âFuck off,â said Sylvia.
There was a burst of laughter from the living room. âIâll let you get back to your guests,â Daniel said. âIâll be there between ten and twelve Saturday. Go to the farmerâs market, buy those pistachios you like so much. You wonât even know Iâve been by, except that the shower will be fixed.â
C orinne joined a writing group that met once a week. She hoped it would function as a kind of deadline, forcing her to work. She did seem to be spending more time at the computer, and occasionally, Allegra heard the keys. Corinneâs mood had improved, and she talked a lot at dinner now about point of view and pacing and deep structure. All very abstract.
The writing group met at a Quaker meeting hall, and initially thereâd been some question, the Quakers being so kind as to allow the use of their space without remuneration, whether the group shouldnât honor Quaker principles in the work they brought there. Was it right to accept this gift and then share work with violent or unwholesome themes? The group decided, after much discussion, that a work might need to be violent in order to espouse nonviolence effectively. They were writers. They, of all people, must resist censorship in whatever guise. The Quakers would expect no less of them.
The other writers in the group became important to Corinne, so much so that Allegra minded that she was evidently never to meet them. She heard about them, but only in abridged versions. The critique circle was built on trust; there was an expectation of confidentiality, Corinne said.
Corinne was not good at keeping secrets. Allegra heard that one woman had brought in a poem on abortion, written in red ink to represent blood. One man was doing a sort of French bedroom farce, only without any actual humor to it, and the textmessily annotated with arrows and cross-outs, so it was no pleasure to read; yet week after week he reliably turned in another plodding chapter of cocks and cuckoldings. Another woman was writing a fantasy novel, and it had a good plot, ticked right along, except everyone in it had amber eyes, or emerald or amethyst or sapphire. Nothing the other members said could persuade her to substitute brown or blue or not mention the goddamn eyes at all.
One evening Corinne said casually over dinner that she was going out that night to a poetry reading. Lynne, from her writing group, was reading an erotic set at Good Vibrations, the sex-toy store. âIâll go with you,â Allegra said. Surely Corinne didnât expect her to stay home while racy poetry was being read aloud in a landscape of whips and dildos.
âI donât want you making fun of anyone.â Corinne was obviously very uncomfortable. âYou can really be severe when you think someone has no taste. Weâre all just novices in the group. If I hear you make fun of Lynne, Iâll know that Iâm probably ridiculous, too. I canât write if I think Iâm being ridiculous.â
âI would never think youâre ridiculous,â Allegra protested. âI couldnât. And I love