steamed crabs, one of his favorite foods. Wasabi didnât faze him. He put the food in his mouth and withdrew the fork. He let it remain on his tongue a second so that he could discern the various flavors. It was delicious, peppery and definitely a tomato-based sauce, with a hint of sweetness. That was the top note. He chewed. The chicken was tender, the corn tortilla wrapping a delight.As for hotness, it was moderate at best. He smiled at Patrice. âItâs the best chicken enchilada Iâve ever had.â
Patrice blushed. âItâs my momâs recipe.â
He continued to eat. Across the table, Nina and Patrick were watching him as though they expected him to expectorate any second now and dash to the sink to stick his mouth beneath the faucet and gulp mouthfuls of cold water.
He laughed. âIâm all right, really,â he assured them.
They laughed too and tucked into their meals. âItâs just that weâre used to hot peppers,â Nina said. âMy momma puts them in everythingâbreakfast, lunch and dinner. She even makes pepper jelly to eat with her collard greens when she cooks them.â
âI had that once when I was in New Orleans,â T.K. said. âItâs sweet but very spicy. Good stuff.â He made short work of the chicken enchiladas on his plate and didnât once reach for his glass of wine or the glass of water in front of him.
âWould you like more?â Patrice asked, rising.
âYes, please,â he said, holding his plate while she placed another serving onto it from the baking dish on the table.
âWhat do you two do?â he asked Patrick and Nina, as he started in on his second helping.
âI teach English at the University of New Mexico,â said Patrick after swallowing.
âAnd Iâm a law student,â said Nina.
âYou teach at the university level?â T.K. asked, surprised. âExcuse me, but how old are you?â
âIâll be twenty-five next month,â said Patrick. T.K. thought he sounded like someone whoâd been asked that question a lot. He hadnât meant to offend him.
âHeâs the youngest instructor at the university with a doctorate degree,â said Patrice proudly, smiling at her brother.
âI envy you,â said T.K. sincerely.
Patrickâs brows rose in surprise. âYou envy me? â
âYouâre only twenty-five, and you know exactly what you want to do with your life,â T.K. explained. âIâm thirty-six, and I still donât know.â
Patrick laughed. âYou seem to be doing pretty well to me.â
âIâm in the business of make-believe,â T.K. said with a smile. âIf I do my job right, for two hours, Iâm able to make the audience believe Iâm whomever Iâm portraying at that given moment. Then Iâm on to the next project. If Iâm good at what I do, Iâm paid well and thatâs a bonus, but I wouldnât refer to this as a calling. You, on the other hand, probably feel as though teaching English is what you were born to do.â
Patrick was nodding with a contemplative expression on his face. âI love it,â he said.
Nina gasped. âYou donât love acting?â she asked.
âLove it?â asked T.K., frowning. âItâs something Iâm good at, and right now Iâm in demand. Itâs a business. I wouldnât say Iâm passionate about it.â
Patrice was astonished by this revelation. With every T. K. McKenna film sheâd seen, she had been convinced that the actor on the screen was totally into his craftâthat he lived and breathed acting. He was a chameleon. How could someone fake that?
âDid you lose the passion, or youâve never really felt it?â asked Patrice.
T.K. put down his fork. He didnât want to disillusion Patrice because it was quite obvious to him that she did feel passionate about acting.