when she turned back around. Covered in dusty denim, but whatever. Replacing the mask, she said, âIâve never been your average anything.â
Yeah, he was beginning to see that. And it wasnât making this attraction thing any easier.
âSo whereâs Charley?â
At that, she grunted. âWith his new lady love, I presume.â
âThat gal we met the other day?â
âThe very one.â
âI take it youâre not exactly cool with this development?â
Her gaze flicked to his beforeâthe sledgehammer propped against the broom closetâshe navigated the loose tile floes to get to the coffeemaker and refill a mug the size of the Indian Ocean. In went an untold number of fake sugar packets and a healthy dose of half-and-half; then, stirring, she turned to lean against the counter.
âTheyâve seen each other every day this week. And I know I should be happy for him, that heâs found someone to take his mind off Mae, butâ¦â She took a sip of coffee, then shook her head. âI canât help feeling itâs too much, too fast.â
Noah decided to refill his own Thermos bottle, thinking that heâd seen Charley and Roxie together enough to surmise theirs wasnât the easiest relationship, probably because they were both stubborn as mules. But if her wretched expression was any indication, she was genuinely concerned for the guy. And it got to him in ways he couldnât even define, that she cared that much. Even soâ¦
âHe is an adult, Rox,â he said, his back to her as he poured.
âAn adult who still hears his dead wife talk to him.â
Noah turned. âSo maybe Mae told him this was okay.â
A frown preceded, âThat doesnât bother you? That he hears dead people?â
He chose his words carefully. âNot for me to say. Longas sheâs not telling him to break the law, canât see the harm in it.â
A brief smile touched Roxieâs mouth before she sighed again. âIn any case, Maeâs not here. I am. And somethingâ¦just doesnât feel right. I mean, not once has Charley brought Eden here. Or suggested we all have lunch or dinner together or somethingââ She shook her head, one hand lifting. âSorry, didnât mean to drag you into family business. And Iâve only got an hour before I have to go to the clinic, so we better get back to work, right?â
She may as well have slapped him. Noah stood there like a grade-A idiot, wanting to sayâ¦something. Anything. To plead his caseâ¦for what? The words jammed at the back of his throat, a jumbled mess he couldnât sort out to save his life.
âYeah, whatever you say,â he mumbled, thunking his mug onto the counter and grabbing a shovel.
A few minutes later, he carted the first load of tile out to the Dumpster at the bottom of the steep driveway, taking more pleasure than usual in the deafening crash when he hurled them inside. Wasnât as if he actually enjoyed listening to women bitch and moan, although heâd gotten better about faking it over the years, figuring it just came with the territory. So why was her dismissal ticking him off so much now?
When he returned, she was staring at her phone, her expression exactly like itâd been that Saturday outside Loweâs. Spotting Noah, she shoved it back in her pocket, clearly distressed. Clearly not sharing.
Flat-out annoyed at this pointâwhether that made sense or notâNoah jerked the wheelbarrow into place and began to noisily shovel in more broken tiles, even as he said, âEverything okay?â
Using a dustpan to help, Roxie added to the pile in thewheelbarrow. âNothing I canât handle,â she said, not looking at him, and Noah felt as if his gut had caught fire.
Wasnât until the third trip down the driveway that it finally hit him that he felt exactly like he had when his father wrote him