during their car ride back from Mildredâs doctor appointment and a pleasant lunch in Cloverdale. âIâm impressed that he took Roxie to the hospital.â
âMe, too.â Mildred turned her face to catch the dappled sunlight through the passenger window. It was a little thing, but it made her feel alive to have the sun on her skin.
âMost men wouldnât have noticed Roxie was ill,â Rose said from the back seat. Her hiking boots scuffed against the plastic floor mats, as if she was tap dancing while sitting, which she probably was.
âWe didnât notice she was ill,â Mildred pointed out, still smarting over the doctor telling her she needed to get out and walk more. Walk more? She was nearly blind and in a walker. For her, exercise was an accident in the making.
âWe havenât seen Roxie in a week or two,â Agnes allowed. âIt makes me wonder who else we havenât seen recently.â
Such were the concerns in a town with so many old people. But if they, the town council, didnât worry, who would?
âFrankly, I wouldnât have noticed anything.â Much as it pained Mildred to admit. âIâm no good at spotting physical deterioration.â Or sidewalk hazards. Darn doctor.
âI think Chad should stay.â Roseâs feet kicked the back of Mildredâs seat. âMaybe he and Tracy will hit it off.â
âShe doesnât seem to like him much.â Agnes sounded distracted.
Mildred was distracted, too. By thoughts of romance and Phil. If only he wouldnât waste his time on Leona. If only she was brave enough to do something about her attraction. âWhat do you think of Phil?â
âI donât think of Phil at all.â Rose was painfully honest, even when her friends didnât want her to be.
âIn what context have you been thinking about Phil?â Agnes should have been a private investigator. She always knew just what thread to unravel.
âIt was a general question.â Mildredâs cheeks felt hot. She shouldnât have said anything. She lifted the binoculars she kept in Agnesâ car and looked at the road ahead. Mildred was so sight-challenged, she couldnât tell how far they were from home. This stretch of road looked the same for miles. Eucalyptus trees lined the two-lane highway flanked by vineyards. The asphalt hummed steadily beneath the tires. She put the binoculars down. âWhere are we?â
âA mile from the turn-off into town.â Rose tapped the back of Mildredâs seat. âIâm with Agnes. Why are you thinking about Phil?â
âHeâs a very nice man,â Agnes said kindly. Agnes was no dummy. She probably knew now that Mildred had feelings for Phil.
âHeâs not always nice.â Mildred wrapped the binocular strap around her hand. âBut I think that might be because heâs still brokenhearted over Leona.â Which made Mildred as brokenhearted as a school girl over her first unrequited crush. What was wrong with her?
âRegardless.â Rose sniffed dramatically, because she did so love to over-dramatize. âMen donât know how to meddle properly. Phil certainly doesnât.â
âAre you sure you should be thinking about Phil?â Agnes asked, slowing to make the turn. âYou just admitted heâs still in love with Leona.â
âThere is that.â Mildred sighed. âI probably need a change.â
âI thought you already went through the change.â Rose might remember every verse from West Side Story , but sometimes she was slow on the uptake.
âIâm done with menopause, Rose. Iâm talking about being in a rut. Iâm... I donât know. Bored?â
âWell, youâve got no husband and you canât read a book or watch television.â Rose called it like she saw itâwith that painful clarity. âBut you do have us.â
Mildred