into Naomiâs eyes and saw his own hopes and uncertainties reflecting back at him. âListen, I know it will be difficult, but letâs see where this can go. You have my number. Iâll be back in New York in about four weeks. But I promise Iâll call you before then.â
The burning in her eyes made his handsome image hazy and uneven around the edges, and the grip that sadness had on her allowed her to only nod her head in agreement. Sure , she thought, but didnât say that if there was any possibility of there being a chance sheâd made that impossible.
Brice took her cheeks in his palms and tilted her face up to his. The warmth of his eyes, like the rays of the sun, was too bright for her to stare into, and she looked away an instant before the heat was cooled by the tears that slipped from the corner of her eyes. His lips kissed them away, and then she tasted the salt of her tears when his mouth covered hers.
And before she was ready, before she had a chance to confess the only thing that plagued the wonder of their affair, she found herself watching the van pull offâand she waved and cried and offered up a fluttering smile like a war bride watching her man go off to parts unknown.
She turned away. And when her gaze looked out beyond the horizon, across the water, she knew that her real life was a plane ride away, and that all this would soon become a memory as distant and unreachable as where the earth meets the heavens.
Chapter 8
A lexis was at the airport to meet Naomi, and one would think she was welcoming home a rock star. She came loaded with a bouquet of flowers and a Flip camcorder to record every moment.
Naomi walked into her welcoming arms, both of them laughing and hugging and asking and answering questions one on top of another. But it was like that with them, they were always feeding off of each otherâs energy. Alexis was Naomiâs one true friend, the person she could be her real self with, quirks and all. And thatâs why Alexis knew that the smile and the bright eyes and the chatter was only a cover-up for what Naomi wasnât quite ready to talk about.
But she would, Alexis knew that. They were girlfriends. And thatâs what girlfriends did.
Their friendship dated back to college when they were both undergrads at Spelman and then theyâd both gone off to New York and were roommates during their graduate studies at Columbia University. They roamed the streets of Manhattan together, burned the midnight oil, encouraged each other, permed each otherâs hair. It was Naomi who always cautioned the gregarious Alexis on her array of adoring men and it was Alexis who would slam Naomiâs textbook closed and drag her out on Friday nights. It was Naomi who sat with Alexis in the planned parenthood clinic and cried with her over what sheâd had to do. And it was Alexis who pushed Naomi back out into the world after Trevorâs betrayal even when Naomi wanted to bury her head in the sand. They were girlfriends, sisters through and through. Night and day.
Alexis hooked her arm through Naomiâs as they navigated their way to baggage claim, talked about the latest Bernice McFadden book that was getting so much well-deserved attention, the laundry that Alexis had allowed to pile up. âI just keep buying new clothes,â sheâd joked, and that made Naomi laugh. Clothes were Alexisâs Achillesâ heel. Sheâd been known to blow an entire paycheck on new outfits, rather than take the mounds of clothes that she had to the laundry and the cleaners. Naomi simply tossed it off as one of Alexisâs quirks. She loved her anyway.
âHowâs mom?â Naomi asked, as they watched the luggage carousel go around for the third time without Naomiâs bags on it.
âShe is doing so much better. Got the home attendant in place. The doctors say she is a miracle woman. But it was scary, Nay. Thought I was going to lose