reassuringly.
âIâll drink my coffee first.â John turned back to his desk and Martin allowed his face muscles to relax. âCanât afford any lunch anyway. Our own rentâs due. God knows what Iâm going to do.â
âCould Nell help?â
âHelp? How?â John stared at him. âNell hasnât got any money.â
âNo. I just meant ⦠Well, perhaps she could get a job or something? â
John slumped down in his chair. âSheâs suggested it but sheâs not really qualified to do anything and jobs are thin on the ground at the moment. Iâve always been against it, to be honest. I like to think that I can support my own wife and she doesnât know how desperate things are. I simply canât tell her. You know she didnât want me to come outside?â
âYou told me.â Martin rose on his toes and dropped back on his heels once or twice. His face was thoughtful, his mind busy. âWhat about that cottage of yours? On Exmoor, isnât it? Would you get much for that? Assuming that you could find a buyer.â
âWhat? You mean sell it?â
âWhy not? Help to keep us going till the tide turns.â
âItâs out of the question!â John stared at Martin. âNot on! Nell would kill me. Itâs all weâve got left.â
âOh well,â said Martin lightly, after a moment, âat least youâll have a roof if things go wrong.â
âWrong? What dâyou mean? Wrong?â
âNothing.â Martin cursed himself and achieved an amused laugh. âYou really must stop panicking. The trouble with you service chaps is that youâre no good without your book of rules. Out here in the cold world we have to make our own up as we go along. Go on. Go and have a pint while I make some phone calls.â
John swallowed his coffee, put the mug on his desk and stood up. âIâll go and have a stroll round,â he said. âClear my head a bit. I canât afford to go to the pub.â
âFor heavenâs sake!â Martin dug in his back pocket and brought out his notecase. He riffled through it and gave a short laugh at its paucity of substance. âHere! Take this and get yourself something. Bring me back a sandwich. Go on. Take it.â
âIs it all youâve got?â John stared at the proffered note.
âTake it!â Martin shook it impatiently. âI was going to put it in the petty cash. But we should last out and we donât need any stamps. Get yourself a drink and unwind a bit. Weâll manage, youâll see.â
âYes.â John hesitated for a moment and then took the note. âWe will, wonât we?â
âCourse we will.â Martin gave him a little wink. âGo on. See you later.â
John managed a smile, picked up his jacket and went out. Martin stood for some moments after heâd gone and then, going into the inner office, he picked up the telephone receiver and dialled his estranged wifeâs number.
Seven
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IN THE AUTUMN, HENRY sold the first of the Courtyard cottages. The buyers were a middle-aged couple from upcountry who wanted it for holidays and eventually for their retirement. Since they had heard of the cottage through Simon Spaders, Henry felt it incumbent upon him to give him a commission on the sale. Simon, who had already made quite a tidy sum out of Henry, accepted the commission and used it to pay for a weekâs holiday in Tenerife. Gillian went with him.
âYou really are the most unprincipled person Iâve ever met,â chuckled Simon as they lay on their bed, worn out with too much sun, too much food and too much sex. âEven I think itâs a bit much that your husband is paying for all this debauchery.â
âNo you donât.â Gillian rolled over lazily to reach for her wineglass. She propped herself against the mound of pillows and sipped.