ladder that goes through a square wooden trapdoor in the ceiling. He even latches that. Never knew it was there.
Olsen looks as scared as Mei. His ears are down; the whites of his eyes showing.
âWhen he was younger, heâd always sit in me lap in a storm, didnât ya, olâ son?â The dog moves his tail in agreement. He definitely looks like he wants to be in Vernâs lap now. Poor dog. So I sit with him for a while and he moves the top half of his body across my knees before I can change my mind and stand up. So he can move a little faster when heâs got reason to. Vern is getting his heater out to dry our clothes.
Itâs then that Mei sees the light. âLook.â She sounds breathless. Sheâs peering through the kitchen window towards the second keeperâs cottage. By the time I get out from under Olsen and join her, itâs gone.
âI saw a light, like a torch.â Sheâs really defensive when I canât see it. I donât say anything. It might have been a reflection from the lighthouse flash. She tells Vern. He doesnât make much of it either. âIâve seen that too lately. Just the ghostie. Donât worry about it.â
Donât worry? Canât he see what stuff like this does to Mei? And what itâs starting to do to me? âWhat about the windows over there?â I ask.
âDone those after the last guests left,â says Vern. âLooks like we just have to sit this out now,â and he gets his whisky bottle out of the top cupboard. And produces a bottle of Coke from the fridge. âI had Steve bring this out for when you came again. Itâs what you kids like, eh?â
It cheers us up a bit; makes me grin because Gran would have a fit. Surely a bit wouldnât hurt, and I take the glass from Vern. Mei must have imagined that light and to tell you the truth I donât think Vern means us to take him seriously. Heâs full of stories. He most probably doesnât believe thereâs a ghost at all. Look at Olsen. He talks to Olsen; you canât tell me he believes Olsen talks back. Nah, think Iâm starting to catch on to the sailmaker.
Thatâs when the clanging starts. Mei canât help herself â she actually lets out a cry. Vernâs soothing her. âDonât you worry none, girlie,â he says. âThat there clangingâs been going on for over a hundred years and no oneâs been hurt from it yet.â
Did he have to say âyetâ? Mei picks up on little things like that. Of course itâs not the thought of being hurt, itâs the imagining, the unknowing, the waiting, wondering what could happen. Thatâs what I see in Meiâs pale face right now. Sheâs all eyes.
Vernâs got a couple of mattresses and heâs going to put them down in the kitchen but I reckon the lounge would be better. If there are rats we donât want to be nibbled. Besides thereâs always the murmur of the marine radio, set on its special channel. Vern has to leave it on in case some ship in the gulf gets into trouble. This shoal is littered with wrecks from the past hundred and fifty years.
Mei says she wishes the storm would stop and Vern hears her. âThereâll always be storms, girlie. You just have to ride them through.â He makes it sound like weâre on the wildest wave possible with our boards and when we ride it all the way in to shore weâll win a gold medal. Mei doesnât want to be in a room by herself either so we put the mattresses together. Vern produces a blanket.
âSorry Iâve only got the one,â he says. Thereâs most probably more in the guesthouse next door but I wouldnât want him to go out in the wind and rain.
Now Iâm lying here, listening to the wind shrieking around outside, trying to get in. Weâve got a lamp on. Iâm watching Mei. She doesnât say what sheâs thinking, but I can