morning meeting with his former neighbour at the donut shop, and wondered again why Steve had given Glenda the house, especially since she made more money than him. Is that what straight men did?
There was no reply from Bill when he reached the office. He tossed his coat over a chair then made a few calls about the young runaway, Richard Philips. At four oâclock he signed off on the file of a woman missing for five years whoâd recently turned up â schizophrenic and amnesiac â on a Hawaiian island. Sheâd been living in an abandoned milk truck. Her appearance had altered so radically, it had taken a DNA test to convince her relatives she was the same woman. Sometimes that was as good as it got.
He opened another file and read over his notes without taking anything in. A fourth cup of coffee failed to revive his concentration. Heâd been staring at his computer for some time without registering a thing. Just before six, he closed his laptop and left the office.
His counselling was an hour off. It seemed to be a day for wasting time. On a lark, he left his car in the underground garage and walked west on Wellesley Street through the downtown core. He ducked into a video arcade burgeoning with teens and pre-teens â kids who liked to hang out on the strip. He watched them in the half-light, silhouetted like an army of overactive gnomes labouring underground. A crazy quilt of sound came at him, the jabbering voices of boys and machines. The variety of games boggled his mind, newer versions at the front, older ones farther along the warren of blinking lights. Shooting games, driving games, even a fast-paced step-dancing game. Movie themes dominated: Lord of the Rings followed by Star Wars and The Matrix . Near the far end stood Roger Moore, as dashing as ever â James Bond is immortal, after all. Closer up, a perennial favourite: a Playboy Bunny with a waggling set of ears. Elsewhere, Nancy Reaganâs much-quoted plea hung over a flaming bridge: Just say no to drugs . But what if they said yes to you?
Dan kept his eyes peeled for Richard Philips. Heâd seen a million boys like the ones here today, all variations on a theme. He was the kid next door with the Popsicle smile or the ten-cent grin, a skateboard beneath his feet, a baseball cap on a crowâs nest of hair, and a comic book tucked beneath his arm. You know him. Heâs the boy who got all As, or sometimes Bs or even Fs. The future baccalaureate or the wearer of the dunceâs crown, the one who stupefied his teachers or failed miserably at his studies. Heâs the boy who cheered others on in their endeavours and threw matches at cats. Who won or lost at aggies, who skipped classes and lobbed crusts at other boys in the lunchroom. You know every variation of him. And every now and again one little thing went wrong, one screw fell out of place, and he was no longer that charming boy you thought you knew but a conniving criminal, a survival-minded sharp waiting on the other side of the lamppost, on the far side of midnight, leaning against the doorframe and taking your measure. But you know him. Because somewhere deep down inside, he is you or your son or your brother or maybe even your future father. You know him.
Dan watched the kids jockeying for place, aiming guns in the air, at the screens, at each other. Blam! He listened to the sharp yells as the boys won or lost, then started new games that took them to the far reaches of space, the depths of the ocean, or the deepest jungles. Losing themselves as successfully as they could.
Apart from Dan and the arcade manager, there was only one other adult in the room. At first Dan didnât recognize him. He was a bag of bones, an old haunt Dan hadnât seen in years. At forty heâd been a chronic predator; at sixty he was a fright. Dan watched him move among the boys like an aged shopper browsing the aisle of some fancy specialty shop, hands trembling with