eyes: the flicker of hope, the silent plea for help.
âIâm sorry,â Martha sighed. âSue shouldnât have said anything to you.â
âPlease, Mrs McGill, my daughter is very ill. If anyone needs your help, Cass does. Sheâs spent more than half her life in and out of this hospital and sheâs just ten years old. Do you have any idea what that is like, what it does to a family?â
âNo,â said Martha quietly. âI canât begin to imagine.â
The other woman ignored her and began to fill her in with the medical details of her daughterâs condition, her face livid with rage at what had happened to her child.
âWe found out when she was about three months old. She wasnât like other babies, not thriving. Sometimes when I was feeding her, her little lips used to turn blue. We took her to the paediatrician and fortunately he sent us here. Childrenâs Hospital is the finest hospital for kids in the country. Multiple congenital heart defects, they told us, and they operated on her, then another surgery the following year and the one after. Cass has had that much surgery, you should see her chest â itâs like a stitch and sew pattern kit. Theyâve been talking about a transplant, so now weâre waiting for a heart. The surgeons here havealready done more than a hundred successful transplants.â
Beth Armstrongâs hands were shaking and, without thinking, Martha reached to console her.
âCass is getting weaker and weaker by the day. She canât walk or run any more and some days it seems like she hasnât even the breath to talk no more. We donât know how much longer she can last out.â
âIâm sorry. Truly sorry,â murmured Martha.
âPlease â will you see her?â
Beth Armstrong looked stressed, adrenalin and fear raging through her gaunt frame. She looked as if she needed a few decent nightsâ sleep to rid herself of the dark grey circles under her eyes and wire-sprung nervousness. Martha was at a total loss as to what to say or what to do in the face of such overwhelming fury and pain.
âYou could help her. I just know you could! The doctors are saying that there is nothing much else they can do. Please, Mrs McGill. You are a mother too. Please just come and see my child.â
Martha wiped her hands with the paper napkin. The other users of the cafeteria, sensing the distress of her table partner, were turning around, curious.
âJust a few minutes of your time. Thatâs all Iâm asking!â
âYouâre mistaken, Beth. Iâm nothing special. I canât do anything to help someone like Cass, honest I just canât.â
She could tell Beth didnât believe her and was choosing to ignore unwanted information.
âCome upstairs and see her!â pleaded Beth Armstrong.
Lifting her jacket, purse and newspaper, and against her better judgement, Martha rode the elevator upstairs with the childâs mother.
âWhat room is she in?â she asked.
âNumber 325.â
Upstairs a mural of Peter Pan flying over a pirate ship decorated one wall of the corridor of Bostonâs Childrenâs Hospital.
Beth pushed in the door of her childâs room. A blond girl with a pretty face turned, curious about the new visitor.
âCass, this is an old friend of mine, Martha. We just bumped into each other down in the coffee shop, and she wanted to drop by and say hi and see what a beautiful daughter I got.â
Cass raised herself higher in the bed, letting go of the book sheâd been desultorily glancing at.
âHello,â she said shyly.
âHello, Cass.â Martha introduced herself.
âHow you doing, Cass?â her mother asked anxiously. âDid you eat the nice lunch the nurse brought you?â
Cass stuck out her tongue.
Martha couldnât help but notice how frail and undersized the child was.
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