a very bad feeling about.â
A moment of silence as Gregory thought about that. âI have something to do,â he said. âBut Iâll see you later tonight.â
âI bought takeaway,â Alec said. âAnd a bottle of that wine you like. The one with the goat on the label.â
âAre you apologizing for something?â
âShould I be?â he asked cautiously.
âI donât know.â She heard him move through to the kitchen and fetch plates down from the cupboard. The smell of food reminded her that sheâd not eaten since a hurried sandwich at lunch. Sheâd checked her watch â again â a few minutes before and knew it was after seven.
âIâm sorry,â he said.
âOh?â
âYes, for a lot of things. I know Iâve given you a hard time. I know itâs been difficult for you. I know Iâve been depressed and ⦠and all that.â
âAnd thatâs suddenly changed? I suppose I have Tess to thank for that.â She realized just how bitter she sounded, but frankly, she didnât care.
âNo, actually. Iâm still depressed and I donât really know why. I still feel utterly adrift. Iâm still finding it hard to want to do anything. Anything. But I want to say Iâm sorry and I want to say that I want â need â to do something about it and, yes, I think you might have to thank Tess for that. And if that makes you feel bad Iâm sorry about that too.â
He sighed and she heard the creak as he leant back against the cupboard door. âI donât know what else to say.â
Neither did she, but the smell of the food was getting in the way and she really didnât want to fight, despite the fact sheâd spent the afternoon practising for it. âIâm hungry,â she told him. âCan we just eat and then, well, whatever.â
âSure,â he said. âSure.â
She heard him scooping food on to plates, pouring wine. She knew he didnât really like wine. âWhy donât you have a beer? I think thereâs still a couple in the fridge.â
âSit down, Iâll bring you a tray.â
She heard him open the fridge door and peer inside. He always stood and stared into the fridge, even when he knew what he was looking for. It was just an Alec thing. Naomi sat down in her chair by the window. She didnât know what to say and so she said nothing. He set the tray down in her lap and told her where everything was, placed the wine on the small table beside her chair.
âIâm sorry,â he said again.
Naomi didnât reply, she picked up her fork and dug into the food on her plate, suddenly unable to recall what heâd said was where. She wanted to cry, but wanted to eat more and didnât want to talk â at least she didnât think she wanted to talk.
âSo, how was Tess?â she managed, trying to keep things normal.
She became aware, all of a sudden, that it was Alec who was crying. That he was sobbing like a hurt child. The dam had broken and the flood had broken through.
THIRTEEN
B y the time Gregory arrived, Nathan had printed out the crime-scene photographs and laid them out on the dining table. There were seventeen of them, all focusing on the body, apart from a couple of contextual shots, one taken from the hall and one from the kitchen door. Nathan, who had been to the cottage several times, recognized the scene. A few personal possessions belonging to the victim were the only changes from when he had last been there.
He guessed that these images had been chosen largely for their impact and probably because the photographer did not have access to those taken of the minutiae of the scene. It was possible â likely, even at such a complex scene â that a couple of different photographers had been assigned. That Nathanâs informant had access only to certain shots caused Nathan to speculate. He was