probably think I was a wallflower, but I couldnât help it. It wouldnât be wise for me to be frolicking in the water with that handsome father and his sweet little boy. It might make me wish for a life I could never have.
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I brushed my fingers through my still-damp hair and shivered. Though the last golden shards of another sunset still lit the sky, it was already cold again. The air smelled clean instead of like other peopleâs cooking, the way it always did in my third-floor apartment.
Because my teeth were chattering, I zipped my cover-up over my swimsuit. So much for my best-laid plans. I hadnât planned on going into the water, but then I couldnât have ordered a better day than the one Iâd spent with Luke and Sam. My book and the umbrella had spent a lonely afternoon while I swam, chased, threw a football and, yes, even frolicked with the Sheridan guys.
Slipping my flip-flops on, I climbed the steps to the deck. I couldnât help smiling at the memory of Luke, who had looked all buff and tan from his outdoor work as he stood in the waist-high chilly water. Suddenly, Sam had leaped on his back causing Lukeâs knees to buckle, and theyâd both disappeared into the water. Iâd had a good laugh when theyâd come up sputtering until Luke had grabbed Sam and had swum my way, giving me my own close-up view of the lake bottom.
âIs he up there?â Luke called now from beneath the deck.
âIâm checking inside.â
Sam had gone up to the bathroom fifteen minutes before and hadnât returned, so Iâd decided to investigate whether he was a victim of a Princess mauling.
âSam, are you in here?â I called out as I entered the back door.
Silence. Now that was something I wasnât used to hearing when Sam was around. Anxiety balling in my stomach, I started hunting around for places a four-year-old boy might get into trouble. I didnât have to look long. On one of my aunt and uncleâs cozy couches Sam was sacked out, a brightly colored beach towel still draped over his shoulders.
I headed back toward the deck just as Luke came through the door. Heâd slipped on a sweatshirt and loose-fitting cotton pants over his swim trunks, and he carried a smaller set for his son.
âHeâs over there.â I pointed to the couch.
Luke stared down at Sam, who had his face buried in the sofa cushion. âHe does that sometimes. He justwears out and drops anywhere that looks comfortable. I should get him home.â
âNo, donâtââ I wasnât sure what Iâd been about to say, but I had a sinking suspicion it was something close to begging him to stay. What happened to my looking forward to time alone at my auntâs house?
Glancing back at the sleeping boy, I shrugged. âItâs justâ¦he looks so comfortable there. Maybe we should let him let him sleep for a while.â
For several seconds, Luke studied his son as if considering, but finally he nodded. âI guess we could.â He pointed outside. âI was just starting the fire.â
âIâll go change.â
He offered to feed Princess and give her a drink while he was waiting, and I gratefully took him up on the offer. I hurried up the stairs, nervous for the first time in hours. All day it had been just the three of us clowning and laughing together. Now it would be only two.
I slipped on a pair of jeans, a sweatshirt and sneakers and headed back outside. Cold as it was, my hands were sweating, so I wiped them on my pants.
Luke crouched next to the permanent fire pit that was encircled by a line of grapefruit-sized stones. He poked a stick into the flames, adjusting the logs that heâd stacked into a cone shape. He smiled at me, and I relaxed.
Settling back into one of the two camp chairs heâd arranged by the fire, he motioned for me to take the other. I lowered myself into it, letting the flames that licked over