âDonât spill it this time.â
âIâll try not to.â I take a sip. âWell blended!â
âIâm a professional.â She is looking right at me and smiling. I feel all foamy inside, and I donât think itâs the Brainblaster.
âYou still want to climb the tower?â I ask.
She nods, making her eyes big.
âWeâre thinking Tuesday night.â
âWill Henry be there?â
âUm ⦠I think so.â
âGood, that sounds like fun.â
âGood? I thought you didnât like Henry.â
âI just think heâs kind of scary.â
âOh.â
âBut
interesting
.â
I slurp my Brainblaster. Uh-oh. Too much. The pain hits me high on my forehead. I squeeze my eyes shut.
Ow, ow, ow!
âYou okay?â
âBrain freeze,â I gasp, my eyes watering.
I hear Magdaâs laugh and the pain slowly fades.
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B UT FEW H UMANS HEARD THE WORDS OF THE O CEANâTO MOST IT WAS NOTHING MORE THAN THE CRASHING OF DISTANT WAVES, THE MURMUR OF A SLOW CREEK, THE MUTED STATIC OF RAINDROPS FALLING UPON WET EARTH . O NLY A FEW, KEEN OF EAR AND PURE OF SOUL, HEARD THE WORDS OF THE O CEAN .
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15
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You donât believe any of this, do you? Do you really think that I think the St. Andrew Valley water tower is the all-powerful, all-seeing ruler of all-that-is? Let me ask you something. Do you think every single person sitting in, say, your local church (or temple or mosque or coven or whatever the hell it is your parents drag you to) believes everything they hear? What about the guy who goes to church on Sunday but cheats on his taxes. Thatâs a sin, right? If he truly believed in God, would he sin?
But that doesnât mean the tax cheat isnât religious. Religious is a whole different kettle of fish, as my grandmother would say.
Iâm
religious. And Iâm
serious
. Serious as a heart attack (Grandma again). Chutengodianism is important to me. But that doesnât mean I think that a big steel tank propped up on a few I-beams is omnipotent. I might be a religious zealot, but Iâm not crazy.
So, you ask, how can Jason Bock be serious about a religion that worships a false god?
Are you kidding?
You ever watch a football game and get totally into it?
Why?
Itâs not a
real
battle. Itâs just a game somebody made up. So how can you take it seriously? Or, you ever see a movie that made your heart about jump out of your chest? Or one that made you cry?
Why?
It wasnât real. You ever look at a photo of food that made your mouth water?
Why?
You canât eat the picture.
Ah, you say, but the food that the picture shows
is
real. Is it really? Maybe that tasty-looking apple is made of wax. Maybe that loaf of bread is plastic. Maybe the football game is fixed. Maybe the movie is nothing but computer-generated pixels. So itâs not as if the picture shows you reality. What you see is somebodyâs
idea
of reality.
Same thing with water towers and God. I donât have to be a believer to be serious about my religion.
Like any serious Kahuna, I want a well-organized and contented congregation, so I call an official meeting for noon on Tuesday the Sabbath. And like a lying politician, I tell everybody something different to get them there.
Dan is easy. I just tell him itâs an official meeting: Be there. Dan was brought up to respect authority figures. I tell Magda that we are planning an ascent of the tower,and I promise to buy Henry a Magnum Brainblaster. As for Shin, all I have to do is tell him that the Ten-legged One has ordered us to gather.
I do not expect things to go all that smoothly. Dan and Shin donât yet know that Henry Stagg is our High Priest. Iâm not too worried about Dan, but Shin might freak out when he hears. I decide to treat Henryâs induction into the church as a done deal, which it is, and not open it to discussion.
Itâs a brutally hot day;