power
of that light and paused beside a young girl
sponging her neck, two courtesans
powdering their shoulders with talc,
kimonos gathered at their waists.
Their lips were the color of plums,
their eyes were as shiny as porcelain.
I heard lightning exploding in the distance,
a branch cracking somewhere in my mind, rain
and sleet washing across the tented willows.
The wind gusted through the wet leaves.
And suddenly I found myself staring
at the stark, inky gray profile
of an emaciated horse:
gaunt and bony, half-starved, a shrunken
towering remnant of a once-splendid body,
that horse was someone I could know, someone
that I had already known for a long time.
It was drawn on a faded handscroll
by Kung K’ai, a familiar of emperors,
“a strangely isolated man”
who had become an
i-min
,
a pariah, a late survivor—
like his horse—from an earlier dynasty.
This was the same artist who had once drawn
large, fearsome creatures racing furiously
through the countryside with their nostrils
smoking and their warlike black eyes
blazing in anger, their coarse manes
flying in the mountain wind—
and I kept trying to imagine him
kneeling on the dirt floor of a one-room house
patiently spreading out a paper scroll
on the back of his eldest son, carefully
drawing the slow, torturous outline
of a starving horse, a dying
horse against a vacant background.
One gray horse and nothing else.
I had seen that stark creature before;
I recognized its harsh, inhuman profile.
And then I was seven years old again.
I was in the city with my grandmother
buying Christmas gifts for my parents
and the emaciated horse—
yoked tightly to a gilded carriage
of wealthy, laughing tourists—
was standing next to us on the crowded
street corner, waiting for a traffic light.
The city was wearing its brightest colors,
but all I could see was the woeful figure
of a horse, a gaunt survivor
from a previous dynasty,
waiting for the light to change,
for the tourists to dismount,
for the taxis to start moving again,
for the intolerable burden of its life to stop.
Edward Hopper and the House by the Railroad (1925)
Out here in the exact middle of the day,
This strange, gawky house has the expression
Of someone being stared at, someone holding
His breath underwater, hushed and expectant;
This house is ashamed of itself, ashamed
Of its fantastic mansard rooftop
And its pseudo-Gothic porch,