Free All That Drama by Tina Brooks McKinney Page A

enjoyable that I used to detest!
    Although I liked to cook, I hated cooking for him. I hated coming home, lying in the same bed with him, and I detested the thought of sex with him. He had me convinced that I was the problem. Every time we had sex, I felt like he was peeing on me. I had really forgotten what it was like to be dicked down proper and that feeling was “all good.”
    It’s amazing what a good dick can do, I thought, absently turning pages but digesting nothing of my book. I laid the book down in my lap and began to seriously think about my sexual nature. Truth be told, I never had an active libido. Sex for me was never something that I craved! It was more like something that I had to endure in order to get to the next level. My intense observations were so profound I had to share them.
    I went into the kitchen and grabbed the cordless phone. I dialed Angie’s number and waited patiently for her to answer.
    “Gurl!” I said when she breathlessly picked up.
    “Oh shit,” she replied, laughing.
    “I’m gonna say something to you that I will deny if it ever gets repeated back to me,” I said, still chuckling. I felt like I had a supreme revelation.
    “OK, you got me going. What is it?” she asked.
    “Do you know that I never had a real orgasm until last night! I’m tripping so bad that I wasted all these years only to find out what all the whoopla was about!” I said, practically yelling in her ear.
    “Gurl, you are lying to me! I ain’t even believing you stayed with Keith all them years and he wasn’t ringing your bell!” she shouted.
    “It’s true, girl, and the bitch of it all is, I’m just finding it out. I just thought sex was overrated and forgot about it. I mean, don’t get me wrong, I had moments with Keith where I actually enjoyed it but…” I just shook my head unable to continue. I walked into the kitchen for a little more privacy.
    “Oh, I get it, you tried you some new dick!” she said, laughing loudly. “And he turned you out!!” she howled and I began to regret even telling her that shit.
    “OK, you can laugh at me now, but I know now and this shit is on! No more will I settle for the mediocre shit!” We laughed together for a few more minutes and I ended the call. I hated that my best friend lived out of town but I was glad that we still kept in contact.

Chapter 11
     
    I was outside watering the flowers I had just planted when I saw David walking up the alley. He wore an all-white outfit and, upon closer inspection, it appeared to be some sort of uniform. He carried a medium-sized white paper bag in the crook of his arm. Flustered, I did not know what to do so I tried to ignore him hoping to appear nonchalant. I continued watering the flowers as if I didn’t see him. In my mind, I decided that if he kept on walking, that would be that.
    He stopped at my gate and opened it as if it and all that lay beyond belonged to him. I looked into his eyes and jolts of pleasure electrified my entire body. Even in his uniform, David was sexy.
    “What’s up with you? Aren’t you gonna speak to a brother?” he said with a smile on his face. I was tempted to spray him full force with the hose for making me doubt what had transpired the night before, but the reality was I needed to spray my own hot ass!
    “Hi,” I said, blushing as brilliant flashes from the night before flooded my senses. He handed me the bag that he was carrying and I peeked inside. It was full of little ice cream cups. I was surprised and didn’t move from the spot I had planted myself in.
    “You should put them in the freezer before they melt,” he said, still grinning. My feet did not move from the carpet of grass. I felt that if I took my eyes off of him, he would disappear. Unglued, I dropped the hose and turned to take the treats into the kitchen.
    “Wait,” he said and I paused as he walked closer to me. I turned around and our eyes locked, burning a deep hole into my heart. I was thinking about