BBM, whatever if u need me. Iâm here 4 u.
Lauren:
I know u r. Thatâs why I like u so much. Talk soon.
A lump formed in my throat. I knew my instinct would be to run to Drew after my conversation with Taylor. But I couldnât. Drew and Taylor had enough bad blood betweenthem, and I couldnât add fuel to the fire. I had to wait until I was calm to tell Drew. Plus, I had Lex, Clare, and my other friends to rally around me.
I got up, stuck my phone in my pocket, and looked at Khloe.
She hadnât moved from my bed. KK stared at me with a soft expression. âGoing?â she asked.
âGoing.â
Khloe stood, wrapping her arms around me in the tightest hug. âTake him down, LT. Do what you have to do.â
Nodding, I slipped into my coat and cast a final look at her. âI will. The lies end today.â
TRUTH TIME, TAYLOR
TAYLOR WAS ALREADY WAITING FOR me when I reached the courtyard. He was on his BlackBerry, but he looked up when my sneakers crunched a leaf on the sidewalk.
He smiled. âHey, LT,â he called.
I didnât answer.
As I walked toward him, I realized I couldnât tell anything was wrong. If I said nothing, if Brielle didnât tell him, Taylor and I could go on like this . With him giving me giant smiles, us running into each other in the hallways, me resisting fixing his collar, or noticing that he was wearing a new pair of jeans. Not noticing him in a boyfriend way, but a friend way. A close friend way. My âcloseâ friend was just an illusion. Taylor wasnât that at all.
My chest swelled with anger the closer I got. Anysadness Iâd felt seconds ago was gone. He had lied to me, and I wanted to know why.
âHey,â I said, my tone short.
His green eyes, the ones Iâd fallen for when weâd started dating, darted across my face.
âWhatâs wrong?â he asked. âYouâve been crying.â
âThatâs putting it mildly,â I said, staring at him with my jaw set.
Taylorâs lips parted a little. âTalk to me. Something happened. Iâm sure I can help.â
I didnât answer. I stood, my feet rooted to the cobblestones. A cluster of laughing students passed behind me and I waited until they were down the sidewalk before opening my mouth.
âActually, Taylor, you canât help.â
I let the sentence hang in the air.
âYouâre the reason why Iâm upset. The reason why I spent the past couple of hours crying. You . So thanks for your offer of âhelp,â but Iâll pass.â
His head jerked back. âWhat are you talking about? Lauren, I didnât doââ
I couldnât hold it in for another second.
âStop lying to me!â I screamed.
Taylor stepped back. Birds flew out of nearby trees,and I wondered if a teacher was going to come looking for the source of the scream. I was too angry to care.
âLying to you about what ?â Taylor asked. His face was red, and he adjusted his gray beanie, pulling it tighter over his ears.
âTaylor Frost, I swear, if you make me tell you and you donât come clean, Iâm never speaking to you again.â I paused, my chest heaving. âYou. Know. What. You. Did.â
The red in his face slipped away. I was barely able to look at him as he stared into my eyes, not blinking or moving.
âPlease,â I said. It took everything I had to speak. My body already felt as though Iâd run the New York City Marathon after my talk with Bri. Now I just wanted to crumple up in a ball. âIf you care about me like you claim to, if you care even a little , just tell me.â
âI dated Brielle this summer.â
Taylor didnât hesitate. The words came out of his mouth, and by the look in his eyes and the twist of his mouth, I knew he hated himself right now. He had said the words, though, and the truth about our sort of lopsided dating triangle was out in the