been as haunted by Sarahâs murder as she had been.
It wasnât until Sister Anne and she had picked up the dayold doughnuts and were nearly at the center that she realized just how drastically the womenâs lives actually were being affected by the murder of this young officer.
âLook at the police.â Anne pointed out the car window. They had turned off Geary Boulevard and were making their way down Jones Street. Police officers were everywhere.
âItâs must be some kind of sweep,â Mary Helen said, watching pairs of uniformed patrolmen circuiting the streets, stopping people. A number of cars that obviously did not belong in the neighborhood were parked along the curb.
âIt looks like a scene right out of a police drama,â Mary Helen said. âIf I didnât know better, Iâd think they were filming.â
âNash Bridges maybe,â Anne said.
More like NYPD Blue, Mary Helen thought, but let it go.
A knot of women stood in the front doorway of the Refuge when the two nuns arrived. âYou late, girlfriend,â Miss Bobbie called, âand we needs our coffee this morning.â The scar around her right eye twitched.
Venus smiled her one-tooth-missing smile. âWe sure do,â she said with a shiver.
âWhatâs going on around here?â Anne asked, unlocking the front door.
Tiny Peanuts held the door back so that the two nuns could
go in and start the coffee. âYou donât want to know,â she said, but that didnât seem to stop her from telling them. âThem polices are all over asking questions, picking up peoples with warrants, hassling you for jay-walking, asking if you seen any thingââ
âDid you?â Mary Helen asked.
âIf I did, I ainât telling,â Peanuts said.
Miss Bobbie sat down at her usual place at her usual table with a cup of coffee and two sugar doughnuts. âItâs that policewoman got herself shot,â she said. âIt wouldnât make no matter if one of us be shot. Theyâd just go on, business as usual.â
âI donât think thatâs true,â Mary Helen said. âIâm sure the police are very concerned no matter who is killed. Look how quickly they solved Melanieâs murder.â
For a moment Miss Bobbie looked as if she might argue. Instead she shrugged. âThatâsâcause you got into it,â she said. âYou going to get into this one, too?â
Mary Helen stopped short. She couldnât believe Miss Bobbie had asked that question. Was it just a coincidence or was her question somehow providential? Was it some sort of sign? One look at Anneâs face and Mary Helen knew that sheâd better not go thereâat least, not out loud.
âMorning, you all.â It was Geraldine. Mary Helen was glad to see her. Something Geraldine had said yesterday was bothering her.
âI canât stay long,â Geraldine said, pouring herself a cup of coffee and dumping in four teaspoons of sugar. âI canât stay long,â she repeated, sitting down at the table with Miss Bobbie.
Almost at once several groups of women came through the door. Soon the Refuge was crowded and Mary Helen was busy giving out shower rolls, replenishing the donuts, making more pots of coffee, and answering the telephone. Unfortunately, one of the calls was from the morning volunteer saying that after yesterdayâs murder, her husband was too afraid to let her come
down. Men, Mary Helen thought, hurrying to call a substitute. Judy, who happily was not busy, promised to be there in twenty minutes and she was.
At the first break in the action, Mary Helen found an empty chair beside Geraldine.
âWhatâs happening, Sister?â the womanâs dark eyes looked wary. âYou all right?â
âI was just wonderingââ
ââBout what?â
âAbout something you said yesterday,
Tamara Thorne, Alistair Cross