point in saying that. Iâd do what I wanted and heâd do what he had to. I took a last drag on my cigarette, threw it onto the gravel. There was nothing left there. âTwo things,â I said to Sullivan. âIf you find him, will you tell me?â
He nodded. âOnce I have him.â
âAnd I want to talk to my sister.â
âI told you: No.â
âNot with you. After youâre done. Sheâs my sister, Sullivan, her kid is missing and youâre about to tell her heâs a suspect in a homicide. I want to stay in town, see her after youâre gone.â
It sounded good. I didnât add that, before this morning, I hadnât seen her in years.
He fixed his eyes on me. âThen youâll leave?â
âI think youâre wrong about this. But Iâll leave.â
âAll right. Iâll call you when Iâm done with her. Where will you be?â
âI donât know,â I said. âBut Iâll keep out of your way.â
It took some work to get my Acura unpacked, to maneuver past the vans and cars, around the RAV4 that, according to a neighbor, had been Tory Wesleyâs sixteenth-birthday present from her folks. The crowd at the end of the drive parted, stared into my windows when I went past. I drove a little; where the streets were sunny and quiet, peaceful as though no oneâs child had died a few blocks away, I stopped, called my sister.
âHave you heard anything?â I asked. Sheâd picked up the phone on the first ring, the same as before. âFrom Scott, or anyone?â
âNo. Haveâ?â
âListen,â I said. âSomething badâs happened. Not to Gary. But the police are coming to talk to you.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âThat girl you told me about,â I said. âTory Wesley. Sheâs dead.â
Silence. Then, âDead? I donâtââ
âThey think thatâs why Gary ran away, Helen.â
âThey thinkâwhat, that he knows something about it? But thatâs crazy. What do you mean, sheâs dead? What happened?â
âDetective Sullivanâs on his way. Heâll tell you the whole thing.â
âWhere are you?â
âHe wonât let me come. He thinks if Garyâs involved I may be too.â
âYouâinvolved in what?â
In what. Jesus Christ. I stuck a cigarette in my mouth, lit it. âAnswer Sullivanâs questions when he gets there, thatâs all.â
A small voice: âI donât understand any of this.â
âI called because I didnât want you blindsided,â I said. âIâm still in town. Iâll call again.â
I hung up, smoked, watched a gardener wrap burlap around some shrubs not hardy enough to withstand winter on their own. A car rolled by me, turned the corner. Eventually I took out the phone again and called Lydia.
âHi,â she said. âWhatâs up? You donât sound good.â Behind her words, a horn honked, a siren shrilled. She was on the street.
âIâm not.â I told her what had happened, what weâd found.
âMy God,â Lydia said. âHow did she die?â
âThatâll take an autopsy. She was on the bed, naked,â I added.
âOh, Bill.â Then the obvious, though I hadnât said it: âAnd they think it was Gary?â
âAs Sullivan says, heâs the one who ran away.â
âCould it be? Could he have?â
I thought of Garyâs exhausted eyes, the face that looked so much like mine. âI donât know.â
âWhat do you want to do?â
âI told them about last night, gave them Hagstromâs name and number. Theyâll fax Garyâs picture to New York.â
âThatâll make three,â Lydia said. âSets of pictures going around.â
âMy brother-in-lawâs there?â
âI havenât run into him, but