herself.
Thatâs all. My nerves are worn raw. I will be able to see things sensibly in the morning.
But, she realized with a jolt she did not want to see things sensibly, not when it came to Harry Rayburn.
Genevieve was quite another matter. Leannah drew a chair up to the table, and the fire. She dipped a spoon into her stew bowl, all the while trying to work out what she should say.
The stew proved to be mostly dried peas and potatoes, with a bit of mutton for flavoring. Still, it was filling, and the bread was fresh, and the butter sweet. Leannah quickly finished her entire bowl and felt much restored, despite the strained silence that persisted between her and Genny. By the time sheâd buttered her third slice of bread, she even felt as if she might be able to carry on a rational conversation.
If only her sister could be persuaded to do the same. âGenevieve . . .â Leannah began.
Genevieve dropped her spoon into her empty bowl with a clatter, and pushed it away. If the truth were to be told, she looked very much like a sulky child refusing her warm milk.
âAll right, all right, I am not passionately in love with Mr. Dickenson,â Genevieve announced. âBut Iâm marrying him all the same.â
Leannah swallowed the dismissive scold that hurried toward the tip of her tongue. âWhy, Genny? Youâre not . . . he hasnât . . .â she couldnât make herself say the words.
âNo! What do you take me for?â
âWeâre sitting in a public house on the road to Gretna Green and you need to ask me that?â
Genevieve opened her mouth. She closed it again. She looked at the fire a long time. âIâm sorry,â she said finally. âBut youâd made it plain you would never consent.â
âSo why are you doing this, Genevieve? You donât love him and you donât have to marry him.â
âOf course I do,â she shot back.
âBut
why
?â
Now Genevieve did look at her, and her mix of sadness and determination cut straight into Leannahâs heart. âSo you wonât have to marry Mr. Valloy.â
She would need to be very careful how she answered this. She couldnât let Genevieve see even the smallest hint of her discomfort. âNothingâs been decided yet. Besides, Mr. Valloy is a perfectly amiable and capable man.â
âHeâs a pig,â Genevieve snapped. âA pig who wants to get his clammy hands on Jeremyâs land!â
âGenevieve!â
But her sister gave no sign of having heard. âYou already married to save us once, Leannah. You shouldnât have to keep paying for . . .â
âStop,â said Leannah softly. âPlease, donât say it.â
Genevieve fell silent, but it didnât matter. The words still hung in the air between them.
You shouldnât have to keep paying for Fatherâs mistakes.
âShould or shouldnât doesnât matter,â Leannah said. âWe all have to deal with what is.â
âYouâve already saved us all more times than any of us know,â said Genevieve.
âI havenât done so much. It was Elias . . .â
The sound Genevieve made was loud, dismissive, and entirely unladylike. âElias never would have made Jeremy his heir if you hadnât remained so good and true.
And
it was you who stopped Father from selling off the land while he had management of Eliasâs affairs, and kept us together after . . . well, afterward.â
Leannah had no answer. She could only wrap her arms around herself and sit in stunned silence. She had always believed sheâd kept the extent of the familyâs troubles entirely to herself. It seemed sheâd been underestimating Genevieve for a very long time, and perhaps not only Genevieve.
âHow much does Jeremy know?â
âMore than you want him to.â
âThat
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