diabetes or heart disease, Lolly also might have thyroid problems. I made a note to test her thyroid and give her a general physical examination in the near future.
I sat down at the table and explained to her that she should eat more fruit and vegetables, and cut out the starches and sweets. She nodded agreeably, but I never saw any change in her weight. If only sheâd had a mother who was in charge of the food shopping, but Lolly did all the shopping herself. And she bought only what she liked. I mentioned this to Max, but it went in one ear and out the other. He had enough to worry about.
One day when I had finished with Max, Lolly accosted me in the hall and said, âCome upstairs.â
âWhat for?â
She smiled and tugged at my arm. I hesitated. I didnât make a habit of snooping in my patientsâ homes. For a split second, professional ethics battled with bald curiosity.
âCome on!â
âWell ⦠just for a minute,â I said, deciding to humor her.
She led me up the main staircase to the second floor, then to a small door at the end of a hallway. Behind this door was a flight of much narrower steps, which led up to the attic.
âI donât think we should â¦â
She planted her right foot on the bottom step and began to heave
herself up to the next. The space was almost too narrow for her wide buttocks. Reluctantly, I followed. I was fearful that Max might find usâhe was more mobile nowâand I knew the fragile trust I had so painstakingly built between us could easily be destroyed.
The attic was a clutter of discarded clothes, furniture, cartons, and trunks. Everything was covered with a thin layer of dust. Lolly headed straight for one of the trunks. She threw open the lid and grabbed up a skimpy scarlet costume. It glittered with spangles. I reached out to feel the materialâsoft and silky.
Lolly burrowed like a bear through the rest of the contents, pulling out one thing after the otherâa rumpled tuxedo shirt, a top hat, more brief silk costumes in different shades of pink, lavender, and green, all decorated with spangles or sequins. I admired everything, but my mind was racing like a NASCAR driver, trying to figure out what the contents of the trunk meant.
Tiring of the trunk, Lolly trudged to the back of the attic and began tugging at a large piece of cardboard. Finally freeing it, she dragged it toward me and turned it around.
I didnât gasp, but it was hard not to. It was a poster. Filling the central space was the figure of a man in a tux and a top hatâa younger, more debonair Max. Behind him, more sketchily rendered, was a scantily clad woman. Beneath the two figures, in bold red type, flowed the words MAX THE AMAZING!
I had barely taken this in when we heard Max himself call from below.
âLolly?â
For a split second, we were both paralyzed. Then I acted. âYou go down,â I whispered. âIâll hide back here.â I pointed to a bunch of old clothes that were hanging from the rafters.
âComing, Daddy,â Lolly cried.
âWhat are you doing up there? Iâve told you a hundred times not to go up there.â
âI was looking for something.â
âYou have no business â¦â Their voices grew fainter as they moved down the stairs to the first floor. I prayed he wouldnât notice my motorcycle, which was still parked in the driveâand that Lolly, in her innocence, wouldnât spill the beans.
Ten minutes passed. Twenty. I could stand the tension no longer. I crept to the top of the stairs and strained to hear them. All I heard was the TV, which they left on all day, whether anyone was watching it or not. Lolly had such a short attention span, she could easily forget I was here. I decided to risk it. I had work to do and other patients to see.
I tiptoed down the stairs. There was no sound on the second floor. The only occupant was Sapphire, snoozing on a