and mistress were of keen interest to those who lived belowstairs, and Lizzyâs presence had prompted much speculation as to whether the master would finally take a wife, creating a palpable buzz in the house.
After moving his chair closer to hers, Darcy began by apologizing for his aggressive behavior the previous night. âIt may be helpful if you understand what happens during my transformation back to human form. As soon as the sun appears over the horizon, the changes begin. The physical process lasts for about twenty minutes. However, it takes longer for the mind to adjust to the altered state. Because of this, I remain in my study until I am sure that I am thinking as a person and not as an animal. But last night, as soon as I entered the room, I knew that someone was there, and my lupine instincts took over. I am truly sorry that I frightened you.â
âI do understand,â Lizzy quickly responded. âI should have waited for you to come to me in the morning. That was really my fault, not yours.â
âThank you for that,â he said and reached across the divide and took hold of her hand. He wanted to kiss it, but that would have meant bending over so that his head was almost at her knees. âDamn it! This is ridiculous,â he said standing up.
âWhy donât we go to the second drawing room, where we will have more privacy?â Lizzy offered.
âThank you,â he said with a sigh of relief, and the couple quickly made their way to the yellow drawing room. But they were not alone. David and Goliath had been with their master all morning, ready to spring into action if necessary. Lizzy was of the opinion that the whippets did not approve of her and that would explain why they seemed always to walk between Mr. Darcy and her. After signaling to his dogs that they were to stay put, he looked at Lizzy. âNow, where was I?â
âYou were speaking of your transformation.â
âAh, yes. Well, the same thing happens when I go from human to wolf form. It is in that first hour that I must be careful, as my mind has not fully gone over to being a wolf. Lest I confuse you, you should know that there is a part of me that always remains human, which is why I understood what you were saying on the terrace, and there is a part of me that always remains a wolf, which is why I knew thatâ¦â
âYes, I understand,â Lizzy quickly interjected. âYou were speaking of your transformation.â
Darcy smiled, remembering Lizzyâs embarrassment when she learned that he knew how she was reacting to him physically. He would never have kissed her in such a way if she had not signaled her interest with her scent.
âI realize that I quite overpowered you last night when I carried you to the sofa andâ¦â
âWilliam, I completely comprehend what happened last night. There is no reason to go into detail. All is forgiven.â She looked away from him because the mysterious stirring had returned, and there was no way he would not know what was happening to her.
âAgain, I thank you for your understanding,â he said with a smile in his voice. âNow, you said that you had some questions for me.â With that, his back stiffened. He could just imagine what she must be thinking and what questions she would ask. Would she be disgusted by the idea of his hunting down an animal and eating it raw? Would their children be werewolves? Why did wolves howl? But the question he feared the most was that she would want a detailed description of his transformation. She would be repulsed by a vision of a man dropping to his knees as his arms became legs, followed quickly by the thickening of his neck, an emerging muzzle, and the change in his teeth that were designed to tear an animal apart. The metamorphosis was completed when his hair became fur. She would want to know all of that, and his stomach churned at the idea of speaking of such things
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