looking out for a friend. All I cansay is that I love her, but I wouldnât be helping anyone or anything by leaving Margery and the boys now. Ella knows everything there is to be known.â
Deirdre looked almost embarrassed. âI believed him, Ella. I bloody believed him. I even believed him when he told me he was entertaining people from Spain and they had insisted on coming to the nightclub. He does love you. You do have everything.â
âNot everything, Dee. Not the home and the babies,â Ella said.
âDonât worry about it. Women can have babies at sixty these days,â Deirdre had said cheerfully. âYou have over thirty years before you need to start getting broody.â
As the months went by, Ella felt she had known no other life. Soon those boys would grow up and Don and Ella could think again seriously. But now? It was all fine, so why upset what was working well?
Donâs part of the study was as tidy as he was. He used a cell phone and got in the habit of moving out into the hall when he answered a call. The reception was better and he didnât interrupt the television or the music that they listened to. He had a few books on the wall shelves, and business magazines in the rack, but everything else was in a small laptop.
âSuppose you lost it?â she teased him once. âSuppose we had burglars, or it was snatched from you in the street?â
âBackup,â he said simply. âHouse rule: we copy every single thing from that dayâs transaction onto a disc every evening.â
âAnd what do you do with the discs?â She was interested. âSurely you could lose a disc just as easily?â
âWhat have we here, Ella? An investigation, a tribunal?â He laughed, but his eyes werenât smiling.
Ella was annoyed with him and showed it. âSorry, Don. Didnât know the little woman wasnât allowed to be interested. Forget it. Forget I even spoke.â
âHey, Ella angel, youâre being a little bit heavy,â he began.
âNo, Iâm not. If you asked me a question about school, Iâd think you were interested and Iâd answer you. I wouldnât accuse you of being part of a department of education hit squad.â
âI apologize.â
âNo need to. Message received. Donât ask Don about his work. Okay, Iâll remember.â
âYouâre very hurt,â he said.
âNo, just a bit pissed off. Iâll get over it.â
âCome here, please . . . I beg you.â His eyes were pleading.
âWhat?â
He opened his little computer. The one that fit in his briefcase. âFirst my password. I want you to know that.â His face was very serious.
âDon, this is silly.â
âMy password is âangel.â It has been since I met you.â He typed it in and the program sprang to life. âPlease, Ella, look at the headings. My life is your life. You are welcome to look at any of these at any time.â
âThat wasnât what I wanted . . . you were short with me, thatâs all.â
âSee, hereâs Killiney, all the details about bills and expenses are there. Hereâs the boysâ school fees and trust funds under their names, James and Gerald . . . and hereâs travel, and hereâs Ella.â
âYou have a file on me?â Her voice was a whisper.
âAngel, of course I have.â He pointed to a file called âBrady.â
She was in tears now, but he took no notice. He wasdetermined to explain everything, show her how open he was being with her.
âThese are the day-by-day transactions in these files. These are the ones we put on disc, and since you wanted to know what we do with the discs, we post them back to the office. We all have little ready-stamped envelopes. Now, Ella, you know the password, anything you want to know is there, but donât ever tell me again that
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