constitute being quiet. âIf you have something to say, you have to come to where I am and say it.â
Corey blinks at me. Heâs standing near the stereo, his head sideways as he reads the titles in my dadâs cd collection. I donât know why heâs bothering. Theyâre almost all jazz, and as far as I know, Corey doesnât like jazz.
âIâll be ten minutes,â I say. âDo you think you can keep quiet for ten minutes?â
âSure. Whatever.â He shrugs, like itâs no big deal.
âMy dad is right downstairs, Corey.â
âSo?â Another shrug. Suddenly I want to strangle him. âYou said that once he goes downstairs, heâs there until the store closes,â Corey says. âYou said he never comes back up here.â
âUnless thereâs a reason. I said he doesnât come up unless thereâs a reason. If he hears shouting, thatâs a reason.â
Corey looks irritated, and that scares me a little, so I dial it back. I donât want this to go wrong. I canât afford it to.
âJust ten more minutes, I promise,â I say.
âYou said youâd be ready when I got here,â Corey complains. âIâve been standing out here doing nothing ever since I arrived.â
âIâm sorry. But itâs all my dadâs fault. He had a bunch of stuff he wanted me to do in the store.â Thatâs the number-two thing Iâm not going to missâthat stupid store. The number-one thing is my dad. All he cares about is his store and his profit margin, which is why he watches kids and single moms like theyâre criminals who only come in to rip him off instead of customers he should be glad to have. Itâs why I never let my friends come near the place. If my dad treated any of them the way he treats other kids, itâd be all over school.
I run to Corey and kiss him on the cheek, hoping it will calm him down. Hoping, too, that it will make him remember the good times we used to have and the good times that are ahead for us.
âIâll be ready before you know it,â I say. I scurry back to my room and continue to stuff clothes into a green plastic garbage bag. The suitcase I planned to take is already full. So is my backpack. And Iâm determined not to leave anything behind, even though Iâm going to have to buy a lot of new clothes pretty soon.
I work as fast as I can, and not just because I promised Corey. I want to be gone in case Leon comes by. I tried to discourage him. I told him it wasnât a good idea, that my dad was in a bad mood, and he knows what that means. I told him that I had to work in the store, so there was no point in showing up. Usually he does exactly what I tell him, but today Iâm not so sure. There was something different in his voice when he called. There was something different in his face all day at school too. But he wouldnât tell me what the matter was.
So, fine, let him come even after I told him not to. Let him ring the bell in the back and get no answer. Thereâs no way heâll dare go into the store to see if Iâm there. Thereâs no way heâll ask my dad where I am. Neither of them will know Iâm gone until itâs too late.
I jam the last sweater from the bottom drawer of my dresser into the bag and close it with a twist tie. There. Done.
I pick up the bag and the suitcase, sling the strap of my backpack over my shoulder and drag everything down the hall to the living room. Thatâs when I hear it.
âRosie!â
My dadâs voice rises through the floor like heâs holding a bullhorn and has pressed it right up against the ceiling of the store.
âRose, get down here! Now!â
Corey looks at me, annoyed, and waits to see what Iâm going to do.
âI have to go down there,â I say. âIf I donât, heâll come up here.â
âSo? You think Iâm afraid of your