Iâll explain everything.â
âIn the morning?â
Lukasâs expression shifts a little, but he nods. âWhen itâs safe.â
We fall silent for a while, just two nervous bodies squished into the dark. I remember the first time I had to hide inside a log â the night I escaped from Rourton. Iâd just shot Lukasâs biplane from the sky so he must have been lost in the forest as well.
âYou must have been lonely,â I whisper. âThose first few days after we left Rourton.â
Lukas gives a half-hearted smile. âIâm used to being lonely. I grew up in a family of royal nutjobs who wouldâve killed me to inherit the throne.â
âBut now youâve got us,â I say. âYouâre part of our crew.â
Lukas doesnât respond. After a couple of minutes, his fingers nudge their way into my own cupped palm. I accept his hand and squeeze gently, reassured by the warmth of living flesh against my own. His breath brushes against my cheek, a lullaby of warmth and apricot syrup.
âBetter than the last night I spent in a log,â IÂ think. Then, too late, I realise Iâve whispered the thought aloud.
âOh?â Lukas says. âIs it the decor thatâs improved, or the room service?â
âTeddyâs rubbing off on you.â
âIs that such a bad thing?â
I tighten my grip on his hand. âNo,â I say. âNo, not really. Lukas, I ââ
There is a crunch in the undergrowth. We lean together, hearts hammering, as an unseen figure stomps through the foliage. I canât twist my neck far enough to search for a knothole on that side of the log, so my ears are all I have to go by.
Somehow, hearing an enemy is even worse than seeing one. It could be a man or a woman. It could be a wild animal or a hunter. It could be a figure with a gun, or a Flame proclivity, or some other terrible weapon pointed at our hiding place. I donât know. IÂ canât see. In another second our entire world could be in flame, our bodies burning, and I wouldnât even know death was coming.
All I know is that those footsteps crunch, crunch, crunch . . . and their maker moves without fear. Every step is loud. Unafraid. Whatever is making that noise, it knows itâs the predator, here. Not the prey.
I squeeze my eyes shut and concentrate on the feel of Lukasâs hand. Itâs warm and moist, dampened by sweat. I run my thumb back up across his wrist and settle on his pulse point. It takes me a moment to find it, but then itâs there â the thrum of heartbeat beneath skin. I force myself to calm down. Weâre alive. This rhythm inside Lukasâs wrist is proof of that much. So long as I can feel his pulse, I know weâre still alive.
The footsteps fade. A minute passes, two minutes, and finally theyâre gone. The world is silent. I keep still for another minute, finger pressed so hard into Lukasâs wrist that itâs probably hurting him. I know itâs selfish, but right now I barely care. All that matters is that we are alive.
We donât speak after that â not for a long while, anyway. I release Lukasâs hand and turn back to face the log. This isnât the time for long conversations. This isnât the time for anything. I yearn to stretch out my legs, to twist my torso, but itâs too risky. If I punch through a wall of the log, or even crack off a slab of bark . . .
So I sit, stiff and sore, my limbs tingling. Pins and needles . My left leg bends at an unnatural angle beneath me, so itâs the first to prickle and numb. My right arm isnât much better, as itâs pinned against the wood. Iâm in a narrower part of the log than Lukas, so I canât move my hands as easily as he does. I sense his quiet movements behind me â the stretches as he flexes each limb â and fight a stab of envy.
âYou all right?â