her tell her companion as I ran on. Harriet says Wickham is a scoundrel, but what has he done, really? Miss King is rich and ugly, and he is handsome and poor. It is just the way of the world, as Lizzy would say. I wonder what she will think when she hears the news. Even if Wickham is ânot the sort you marryâ, she must be pleased. I am going to write to tell her â no, it is only a week until she returns. I am going to wait, and tell her to her face. How happy it will make her, and what a jolly spring and summer we shall have now that we are all friends again!
That is what I was thinking as I scribbled away happily in bed. Then I became aware of Kitty sniffling beside me, and put down my pencil to ask what was the matter.
âTheyâre leaving!â Kitty sobbed. âThe whole regiment! Harriet told me tonight. They are leaving by the end of the month for their summer quarters in Brighton! Harriet says they may never return.â
Leaving? The whole regiment?
âSurely you are mistaken,â I said. âSurely Wickham . . . one of them would have said something. Why did no one say anything?â
âOnly the colonel and Harriet know. He received the orders today, and is to tell the men tomorrow. I asked Harriet if I could go with her, and she said she would speak to the colonel.â Kitty was coughing now, the way she always does after crying. âBut what if he says no?â
Kitty, go to Brighton, and not me? I could not letthat happen!
âMariaâs cousin went to Brighton last year,â she sniffed. âDo you remember?â
âWe should all go!â I said. âWe should tell Father we want to go for the summer. Weâll say itâs for your cough. Seawater is the best thing for coughs â everyone knows that. Mamma will back us up.â
âBut will Father agree?â
âHeâll have to.â I lay on my back, staring at the ceiling. âJust think, Kitty. Us, in Brighton! Sea-bathing, and walking along the beach.â
âMariaâs cousin said . . . the dearest little shops . . .â Kitty was beginning to drift into sleep, still coughing gently. âAnd monstrous smart assemblies . . .â
I will catch Mamma as she is dressing in the morning, and make her speak to Father straight after breakfast. He is always most amiable when he has eaten. Brighton! I shanât tell Wick-ham we are going. What a surprise that will be! We shall have a chance meeting, on a cliff, or perhaps a beach, or at a ball . . . Yes, a ball, so that we can dance. We shall have a chance meeting, and he will say, âWhy, Miss Lydia, how well the sea air becomes you,â and perhaps we will go for that ride at last. We will gallop along the beach!
How wonderful life is. Kittyâs coughs have turned to snores. I am going to sleep now, too.
Sunday, 17th May
F ather said no, of course, despite Mamma pressing and me begging and Kitty coughing a great deal. He said, why should he go to such vast expense to entertain us, when all he wants is to stay at home? If we want to bathe, there is always the Waire.
âThe Waire?â Mamma cried. âBut Lydia nearly drowned in it when she was a child!â
âYes, and it is such a little stream,â Father agreed. âImagine the damage she could do herself in the English Channel.â
âBut in Brighton there are attendants . . . the swimming is supervised . . . there is no risk to anyone!â
Father said he would not change his mind, but Mamma has not given up.
Lizzy and Jane are no help at all. They came home a few days ago, and were utterly unsympathetic to our cause. Kitty and I went to meet their coach in the hope of engaging their help for the Brighton project before they saw Father. I was so looking forward to seeing them â especially Lizzy, to tell her about Miss King â but they showed not theslightest interest, not in the
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