seen just that amused sparkle in his eyes or heard that warm, bantering note in his voice. She listened in a smiling silence whilst they capped stories and reminded one another of ridiculous or strenuous adventures shared. She learned by piecing scraps of their talk together that they had knocked about Europe and the Near East for the best part of a year in one anotherâs company.
âI was doing hot articles on Great Menâs Hats , and Politiciansâ Pyjamas , and Brigandsâ Boots âthatâs where we bumped up against it in Anatoliaâand What Criminals Like for Breakfast . Now what do you suppose the biggest rip of the lot began the day on? You donât knowâyou canât guess? NoâIâll bet my life you canât! Bread and milkâin a bowl with pink rosebuds round the edge. I tell you, I sat there and saw him putting it awayâbut you neednât believe me if you donât want to.â
âYou were writing articles. And what was Jervis doing?â said Nan. In this pleasant dream it was quite easy to say Jervis. It warmed and comforted her to say his name like that, as if it were her daily, familiar use.
âWhat was Jervis doing?â Her colour rose and her eyes shone as she said it.
âJervis was mending a hole in his head,â said Ferdinand Fazackerley.
Was it fancy, or did he hold her eyes with his for a moment? She repeated his words mechanically.
âA hole in his head?â
With a wrenching sensation she looked away and saw Jervis frowning.
âIâd had a fall,â he said. âI came down on some slippery rocks and broke my head. I was just down from Oxford, so I got a yearâs holiday and went racketing round with F.F. He picked me up just as the tide was going to finish me off, and has stuck to me like a burr ever since.â
âDo burrs pick people up?â said Nan. âI thought it was the other way around.â She laughed to cover the faint tremor in her voice, and was aware of Ferdinand Fazackerleyâs eyes upon her.
âMrs Weare, donât you take any notice of him. Heâs no hand at telling a yarn, and Iâm a whale at it. Besides, he was dead to the world, and if the tide had drowned him, he wouldnât have known a thing about it. Noâif you want the goods, Iâm your man.â His restless, curious eyes thrust questions at her: âAm I going to tell this story? Do you want me to tell it? If notâwhy not? Yesâwhy, why, why ?â The high light in the brown eyes was like a bright elusive question mark.
Jervisâ voice broke in on them.
âThereâs nothing to tell. F.F.âs a professional yarn-spinner.â
âDonât you want the story, Mrs Weareâexclusive tale of eye-witness? Orâdo you know it already?â
Panic knocked at Nanâs heart.
She said, âPlease tell me,â and heard her voice hurry and stumble. He couldnât knowâhe couldnât know anything. And if he didâno, he couldnâtâshe couldnât face itânot here, not now, with Jervis looking at her. No, he wasnât looking at her, he was looking with a half-frowning tolerance at F.F.; and F.F. was saying,
âDonât look so scaredâhe got out of it all right, thanks to the pluckiest kid Iâve ever run across.â He flung round on Jervis. âDid you ever find out who she was?â
Jervis said, âNo.â
Nan leaned forward with her elbows on the table and her chin in her cupped hands. The movement was purely instinctive. Her heart was beating and her lips trembling. She pressed hard with one of her fingers against the corner of her mouth.
âWell then, Mrs Weare, you shall hear the story.â
âIt wonât interest her,â said Jervis.
âMrs Weareâyou hear him. What do you say to that?â
Nan lifted her chin for a moment.
âOh, please tell me,â she said quite