Year 7 kid leaned in and whispered, âDid you hear how Gracie Faltrain almost killed her English teacher because sheâs dating her ex-boyfriend?â
I leant back and whispered, âYou know Iâm Gracie Faltrain, right?â It cheered me up to see her run. But only for a second.
Kallyâs at the sheds, again. We kick around each other for a while and then she passes to me. I head my ball up, kick hers back, and then catch mine on its way down. We volley two balls between us, catching and sending, catching and sending. For a while, nothing but the game matters.
The bell goes and we walk towards school. âDonât try so hard at the next trials,â I say. âYouâll qualify, easy.â
âI knew what I was doing and I couldnât stop. The more I tried the more passes I missed.â
âIt makes sense, after what happened with school soccer.â
âThat was definitely humiliating.â
âI should have done something.â Yeah, Kally had to be good enough to cut it on her own. But why did she need to be superhuman? She was up against twenty-one players out there that day instead of eleven. When I first tried out the team werenât exactly on my side, but they didnât knock me down.
âForget it. You werenât even on my team.â Sheâs right. But I could have asked Coach to put me on her side. He would have done it in a second.
âDid you see how everyone was checking out the competition at the state trials?â she asks, changing the subject. âChar Taylorâs one of the best players but she favours her left leg.â
âI know. And Esther Wish swerves to the side instead of taking the ball straight down the midfield.â
âShe swerved because Natalie Nguyen was on her left.â The guys and I donât talk about soccer like this. We donât pick apart the game and work out how to get better. I wishwe did. This is what Iâve been trying to tell Mum but she doesnât understand. Soccer isnât only about kicking a ball. It takes strategy as well as skill to play. Over the summer, when Martin wasnât there, Iâd run on the field alone. Iâd map how I played and how I could move better.
âWhat about me?â I ask Kally.
âYou focus on your striker. You switch feet without blinking and youâre impossible to predict because you judge situations on the spot. And every girl gives you space because youâre brutal.â
And thereâs that word again. âThanks. I think.â
âIâm only telling you how it is. Youâre forgetting to shield because you think youâre faster than them. Youâre backing rough play over skill sometimes and thatâs lazy. Itâll get you injured. And you are not a team player.â
âThe trials arenât a team sport.â
âThe trials coaches wonât want wild cards. Theyâre assessing on attitude, remember.â
âYouâre right.â I learnt that lesson in Year 10 and Year 11.
âNow if I could fix my own play before Sunday, Iâd be happy,â she says.
âIf you want an extra person to train with . . .â I fade off because Iâm not sure if offering to practise with Kally is weird. I mean, weâve only talked for a bit and letâs face it: Iâm not one hundred per cent sure her cousin doesnât have a bounty on my head. Kally and me hanging out would be like Jane and Annabelle becoming study partners.
âDan and I train most nights on the trials oval,â she says. âWeâre at Better Life Gym on Hanover Street about four-thirty on Tuesdays and Thursdays.â
âWould it be strange if I came along tonight?â
âAnnabelle hates you. Dan likes you. Iâm still on the fence. But I could do with the help.â
âLosers,â some guy says, walking past us. Kally puts out her foot; he flies over it and lands on his