thoughts.
âOh, um, yeah.â She drew her full bottom lip between her teeth and looked to her right. She rolled her shoulders as though trying to coax away some tension. âThe doors are locked, though.â
Her expression became pinched as though she waged some internal battle. Nick waited patiently. If he pushed her on the matter, sheâd be suspicious. He was just making a friendly offer, being a good neighbor. He wanted her to trust him. Part of him needed her to.
âIf you think heâll be okay until you get home, itâs fine,â Nick said. âIâm not doing anything but sitting in the house, so I thought Iâd offer.â
âIâm sure heâll be okay,â Livy said after a moment. âHe ate last night before bed, so itâs not like heâll starve to death.â
âNo worries.â Shit . Nick hid his disappointment as he took a pull from the bottle of iced tea. The cold chill almost numbed his throat on the way down, better than the sting he felt at not being able to earn a small amount of Livyâs trust.
Livy fidgeted in her seat, glanced toward the parking lot, over her shoulder, and again to her right. She leaned back to check the large clock that hung from the far wall. âIâve got a group lesson in about fifteen minutes. Iâd probably better go get ready.â
It wasnât a brush-off per se, but Nickâs offer to go into her house had made Livy nervous. She reached for her tray at the same time Nick did and their hands touched. The contact was electric and sent a rush of heat through his bloodstream that settled and pooled in his gut. Their eyes met and Livyâs full pink lips parted. How could a man spend any amount of time with her and not think about kissing her? Nick found himself thinking about it more and more and that was a huge fucking problem. âIâll get your tray.â The words came out much rougher than heâd hoped. He cleared his throat. âYouâve got a lot more gear to get on than I do.â
Livy pulled the knit beanie back on and pushed it up over her forehead before situating her goggles over the hat. Nick stood and gathered up their empty plates and stacked their trays but he watched from the corner of his eye as she put on her coat. Everything she did drew Nickâs undivided attention.
âThanks for having lunch with me.â She reached down and fiddled with her ski boot before turning toward the exit.
Nick stood there, holding their lunch trays, mouth slack like some sort of idiot. âHow about dinner tonight?â The words left his mouth before he could think better of it. Nothing like coming on too strong to earn a womanâs trust.
A frown marred her brow for the barest second. That sadness and regret, no matter how fleeting, tore a hole in Nickâs chest every time he saw it. She paused and a smile tugged at one corner of her mouth. âMy place or yours?â
âHow about we go out?â he suggested. âYou could show me the town.â
She worried her lip, unsure. Was Livy so afraid that besides work and the grocery store she never left her house? âAll right,â she said after a moment. âI get off at four. How âbout we eat around six thirty?â
âIâll be ready,â Nick replied. âHave fun on the slopes.â
Her smile brightened. âAlways. See you tonight.â
This was research, Nick reminded himself. Nothing more. His interest in Livy didnât go beyond how she could get him closer to Joel Meecum. And maybe if he kept telling himself that, like Livy, heâd start to believe his own lies.
Chapter Seven
Livy checked her reflection in the full-length mirror one last time. On a scale of one to ten of bad ideas, going out on a date with Nick ranked somewhere around a fifty. Sheâd always been able to justify her decision to live like a hermit. Fear could be a hell of a motivator. And