someone else to pursue a new beginning with a man. Clifford was his name, correct?â
âMy God. Mr. Cliff. Clifford Rutland. Thatâs him. Was him.â
âYour mother thought he was perfect for her. He got her out to Texas and left her high and dry. Thatâs how you came to live with Marguerite, right?â Maxie felt she was frightening Victoria. âHoney, you all right?â
âYes, I just wondered how my mom was doing. I think of her so much.â
âSheâs fine. Embarrassed is all. Donât give up on her yet. Youâll be reunited with her in less than three years. Pick another card.â
Victoria flipped over the next card and registered a quizzical look. âThe Wheel of Fortune.â
âAaah, fate and destiny. Try if you might, you just canât stop it. Change is coming in your life and soon, so be prepared.â
âWhat kind of change?â
âI see you helping others.â
Victoria chuckled. âMaxie, I help myself to good sales. Thatâs about it.â
âOh, youâve been on top of the world for a long time now. Stormâs gonna hit you soon. Youâll be forced to rethink all thatâs important. Pick another card.â
âThe Lovers.â
âThe Lovers arenât always sexual in nature, but most times are. Why do you withhold sex from your husband?â
âI . . .â
âDid I startle you? Anytime Iâm too personal, you can ask me to back down.â
Victoria wasnât sure how to proceed. How could she tell Maxie that while she enjoyed the perks of her lifestyle, sex was the only thing she felt she had control of in the marriage. He made the money, built the houses, bought the cars, stashed cash for Nicoletteâs college fund. Couldnât she have control of something? âI guess Iâm tired a lot.â
âHoney, love is a flame that must not be left unattended; it must be fueled and allowed to burn for as long as possible. Your husband is under pressure at his job. He craves and needs your attention now more than ever. As you enter the coming months, light a candle each nightââ Maxine stopped midsentence.
âMaxie, whatâs wrong? What do you see?â
Maxine swooped the cards from the table, reassembled the deck, and clutched her chest. âIâm done for the day, Victoria. I hope I was able to help you in some way. Please, please look well to the ways of your household.â With that, Maxine fanned her face with papers from the desk and went back to join the party.
Victoria sighed and wondered what sheâd do now. There was always something legitimate in the cards.
[10]
Letâs Start Fresh
âW atha, whatâs up with you? Whatâs this all about?â Jamilah grinned from ear to ear. She entered the two-story home, carrying a bottle of wine and her famous sweet and spicy ribs.
âYeah, who died and left you an inheritance?â Lasheera joked.
Tawatha waited to invite Jamilah and Lasheera over to her new place. Waited until everything was just so. They were her girls and she wanted them to be proud of her, the new digs, the new furniture, the new man who would soon be her husband, her new lease on life. The Fourth of July was the perfect holiday to debut the newness, her independence.
âSheer, why somebody gotta die to live better? Canât I be sick and tired of being sick and tired like Fannie Lou Hamer?â
âMilah, did PBS re-air Eyes on the Prize ? She only talks about the movement when the show airs.â
Lasheera playfully stuck her finger down her throat, pretending to gag at Tawathaâs words.
âI know, Sheer. Somebodyâs done put some sticknotic on our girl. Touch her forehead. I hadnât seen you this happy since you were with Grantâs father.â Jamilah placed the ribs and wine on the gathering table in the kitchen next to a killer spread. âWhoâs all this food
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